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Equilibrium Fan Fiction by Judas Austin
Immune


(This story will be completed in a series of installments)

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Kevin huddled in the doorway, wrapping his arms around his shoulders and stamping his feet in an attempt to get some warmth into them.

Nice one, Kev. Next time, would it really hurt you to check the weather forecast before making your big, dramatic exit?

The storm had broken after he'd been walking for most of the morning. After another ten minutes, even Kevin had given up and ducked into the nearest building to wait it out. That had been almost six hours ago, and it still showed no signs of abating. The acolyte had passed the time by indulging in fantasies involving Cross and several starving carnivorous rats and then, when the entertainment value of this wore off, by trying to think of a good reason as to why the hell he was going back to Libria in the first place.

After all, if they think I'm dead, maybe I could just...

Could just what, Kev? Leave Libria? Right. And you plan on going where exactly?

Kevin grimaced, then risked sticking his head outside, wondering if he could possibly make a run from building to building. He wasn't in any great hurry to get back to Libria, but he didn't want to hang around in the Nethers for any length of time either. He didn't think Cross would waste time following him – particularly not in this weather – but as Kevin himself had proved, not all sense offenders were friendly to each other.

He wished Barrett was still around. He was getting better though; two years after the old man's death, he could sometimes go for an entire day without thinking about him.

Okay. So if I run now, I can probably make it to the next building without too much trouble.

He glanced at the building in question and felt his spirits sink even lower. It was dilapidated even for the Nethers; at least the one he was in at the moment was relatively dry.

Well, there was no sense putting it off. He stepped outside and was promptly drenched in a matter of seconds. Water ran down his face, plastering his hair to his head and almost blinding him.

The acolyte took a deep breath.

Alright, any time some weird cosmic force wants to give me some kind of omen...something to suggest I stay where I am...anytime...

Lightning cracked down, striking an ancient telegraph pole not ten feet away from him and splitting it in two. The noise, followed by the stench of ozone, was almost deafening, and left Kevin's mind dazed and somewhat confused.



There was a crash of thunder, causing Kevin's legs, which were slightly more up on current events than his brain seemed to be, to propel him back inside as fast as possible.

An omen along the lines of graffiti or a cryptic warning from a hooded stranger would have done just fine, he thought irritably.

What was it they said about lightning? Either you stayed away from trees because the lightning would hit them and they in turn would hit you, or you kept close to trees so the lightning would hit them and not you. Kevin supposed there wasn't much to choose between them, although you could probably dodge a falling tree without too much difficulty.

His mind started to wander randomly, looking for something to occupy it, and finally settled on Jacobs' disappearance. What had happened to him? Was he hiding somewhere in a building similar to this one, watching the same storm? Had he been taken by the Resistance? Or had DuPont simply arrested him and used that as an excuse to set up Kevin's assassination?

Kevin grimaced, remembering snippets of his last conversation with Andersen. If his performance in class had been anything to go by, Jacobs had been either pretty stupid or, just possibly, very smart.

Yeah. You think DuPont would've made life hell for a guy who was only ranked seventh in your year? He's only interested in the best, Kev, and given how often you like to brag, it's no wonder he fixated on you. You should've followed Jacobs' example; you could've sat at fifth downwards and been high enough to avoid any undue attention.

For the first time since he'd found out about the other acolyte, Kevin wondered if everything Jacobs had done – including his screwups in class, which had already taken on a legendary status – had been a part of his charade. If it hadn't been for the fact that Jacobs had been both off the dose and able to sleep through an earthquake, never mind his roommate's nightmares, Kevin suspected he would probably have been arrested years ago.

He leaned against the wall moodily, looking around the dingy room. The stench of damp and rot was almost suffocating, and he was just considering the possibility of the ceiling giving way and crushing him when something wet, sodden and vaguely human almost flew through the door and got there first, their own momentum sending them crashing into the acolyte and knocking the breath from his body and, Kevin thought sourly, it wasn't much consolation that the impact had sent his assailant flying as well.

That was as far as he got before instinct took over and the acolyte snapped both guns out, clicking the safeties off in unison, then stopped as two new thoughts hurtled across his brain, the first of these being, Holy shit, it's a girl!

Kevin had known on an academic level that there were female sense offenders. He'd just never come face to face with one before, at least, not outside the Palace of Justice, and the idea of them being under the age of about thirty was also one he was having difficulty grasping, which might have accounted for the second thought that could loosely be translated as, And she's no older than I am!

He continued staring openly, not even aware of the fact that he'd lowered both his guns. Aware of his scrutiny, the young woman tossed her hair back defiantly – which would have been a lot more impressive if the hair in question hadn't been soaking wet – and stared at him keenly.

"Yes, I'm an offender, in case you hadn't already guessed. But don't even think about arresting me!"

She had amazing eyes, Kevin noticed. Clear, bright blue eyes, which set off her dark brown hair perfectly and – hidden behind his dark glasses and almost against his will, his eyes dragged themselves downwards – and yes, he thought, probably even her–

At which point, both Kevin's brain and Kevin's survival instinct combined forces and finally managed to put Kevin's libido in a chokehold long enough to drag it kicking and screaming out of the equation.

"Why not?" the acolyte demanded, keeping his voice and face properly impassive. "You're feeling. As a Grammaton acolyte, it is both my right and my duty to take you in for questioning."

"And your pleasure, no doubt."

"I don't feel pleasure," Kevin said, which, he supposed sourly, wasn't too far from the truth. "I just want to do my job. Name?"

"What's it matter? You think the technicians are gonna care?"

"I wouldn't know about that," Kevin answered. "I just need it to make out my report."

She glanced away, then suddenly leapt upright, launching herself at him from the floor, fingernails hooked into claws.

And if I'd been a sweeper, she might've got me, Kevin thought, his body ducking out the way automatically and twisting behind the girl to put one arm in an excruciatingly painful lock, ignoring the choice imprecations she spat at him, his mother, his grandmother and every female relation of his dating back to pre-Libria. He'd heard them all before.

Great. Now what do you want to do with her?

Kevin's libido conferred with his hormones for all of half a second before promptly weighing in with a suggestion, one which was squashed instantly and firmly by his survival instinct and equally firmly, although somewhat more reluctantly, by his brain. He shook his head irritably, fighting to clear it. Was this how all teenagers off the dose felt? If so, no wonder all the rebels seemed to wait until their twenties before chucking the Prozium.

Something jolted deep within him, something which seemed to heighten his senses while narrowing his perception. He was suddenly, almost painfully aware of the fact that the person he was holding was a woman, of the texture of her skin and the swell of her breasts under the drab polo shirt and leather jacket she was wearing. He could hear her deep, rather rapid breathing, and smell her hair, and felt his own vice-like grip relaxing very slightly, then abruptly he released her and shoved her away from him so roughly that she fell.

"Get out," he said hoarsely. "Now, before I change my mind."

She stared up at him from the floor. Some of her hair had been pulled loose from its band and was hanging in her face, and Kevin had to suppress a sudden urge to brush it back into place.

"Is this some kind of subtle ploy?" she said.

"What's so subtle about my telling you to fuck off?" Kevin said acidly.

"It's a trick." The stranger got to her feet and fixed him with a challenging stare. "You just want me to go outside so your friends can pick me up and take me for interrogation."

The acolyte groaned. He had the measure of her now; a true Resistance fanatic, one who was constantly looking for ploys and tricks on the part of the Tetra Grammaton. Not particularly dangerous, unless she had bombs strapped on under those tight-fitting clothes (not much chance of that, his inner voice whispered) but very, very irritating.

"No, it's not some kind of subtle ploy. I have neither the time nor the resources to take you in right now. Hang around until my backup gets here, if that's what you want, or get out."

Judging from her shocked look, he might as well have asked her to strip naked.

"In this weather? Are you mad?" She paused. "I mean, really? Are you insane? Because given your behaviour so far, one would have to think so."

Kevin glanced away, looking out at the weather in question. It seemed to be lessening slightly. Maybe it was safe to risk going outside again.

"Just...forget it. Okay? Like I said, I don't have the manpower to take you in right now. I'm on my way back to Libria. I'll pretend I never saw you."

She cocked her head on one side.

"Wouldn't that upset your backup, acolyte?"

Kevin ground his teeth in frustration. He hadn't seen that one coming.

Great. Come face to face with DuPont and lie. Come face to face with Andersen and lie. Come face to face with Preston and Partridge and lie. Come face to face with an adolescent female and tie your tongue in knots.

"I'll worry about that," he said tightly. "You just get back to whatever sewer you crawled out from, rebel, before they find you here."

He swung around and strode out the door, limping slightly – her attack had triggered a fresh wave of agony in his shoulder – and not looking back.

You didn't just do that, did you? You didn't just give up what may be the only shelter for miles to an annoying brat of a female, and let a rebel go unharmed? You're getting soft.

Kevin didn't bother dignifying that with a response. Softness had nothing to do with it; he just had better things to do. And besides, the problem with arresting someone like that girl was that in his current situation and without any handcuffs, he'd have either had to cripple and carry her or relied on her own blind obedience to his authority...and there was a problem with that, when you tried to apply it to a rebel.

He shook his head. Whatever the reason, it was done now, and all he had to worry about was getting back to Libria. He was getting close. The city had been visible for some time now; if he hurried, he could make it back before the end of the morning.


Some hours later, Kevin slid into the Monastery like a ghost. He was near-exhausted; it was ten past midnight and he'd been going nonstop ever since leaving that building. DuPont and Andersen could wait; right now, all he wanted to do was crash out and sleep for a good few hours, or possibly days.

He somehow managed to drag himself to his room. The journey seemed a lot longer than it ever had before, and he was looking forward to being back in his own bed as he opened the door silently.

The sound of slow, regular breathing coming from inside threw a galactic sized spanner into Kevin's grand sleeping plans and he backed off, closing the door softly; it wasn't worth waking whoever was in there.

Fucking great. First DuPont murders Barrett, then he sends me into the Nethers with Andersen, then he orders him to kill me, and now to cap it all off he's rented out my room!

Behind him, a voice said, "What are you doing here?"

Kevin half-turned – he didn't have the energy for anything more agile – and came face to face with acolyte Simmerson, who looked almost as tired as Kevin felt.

Must've pulled the night watch, he thought wryly. He had no idea what the rota was anymore – he'd been away too long – but his year did seem to be doing that more than most.

"I'm trying to get into my room," he said, his tone as neutral as he could manage under the circumstances. Simmerson was just another faceless yearmate on Prozium as far as Kevin was concerned, and he didn't bother with the other acolyte beyond trying to avoid arousing his suspicions.

Okay. Plan A's been thwarted. Time to move on to Plan B; go pay Andersen and DuPont a little visit.

"Halls?" Simmerson's voice jerked Kevin back to reality with a painful bump. The other acolyte was staring at him openly with the closest anyone on Prozium could come to astonishment. "You...But Andersen said—"

"Andersen lied," Kevin cut across brusquely. "He's a sense offender and he shot me when we were in the Nethers, then left me for dead. Incidentally, where is the little slimeball? I want to drop in and say hello to him."

Simmerson eyed his yearmate warily. He may have been on Prozium, but he wasn't stupid, and he had a nagging suspicion that Halls' 'hello' was likely to become a rather terminal 'goodbye' if he ever did catch up with Andersen.

Then he considered explaining this to Halls and heard himself say, "I don't know where he is now, but I heard DuPont arguing with him about some kind of delivery. He told him to bring it to him in his office tonight, or he'd make sure he regretted it."

There was a short pause while Kevin replayed this last sentence in his mind and tried to make sense of the pronouns.

"To DuPont's office?" he said, more for something to say than anything; he didn't think even Andersen was arrogant or stupid enough to make a demand like that of the Vice-Council.

"Yeah. I don't know what it was, though."

Kevin dismissed this with a flick of his finger. It was probably something highly illegal, else why all the secrecy?

Perfect.

Slowly, as though thinking aloud, Kevin said, "Give me your shoes."

Simmerson gawked at him.

"What?"

"You heard me. You'll get them back; I just need to borrow them for a while."

"What's wrong with your shoes, Halls?"

"I'm wearing them, that's what. Give them to me now, and that's an order."

Still looking dubious, Simmerson obediently pulled off both shoes and handed them to Kevin, who pulled off his coat and wrapped it around them, creating a crude package.

"Thanks. Like I said, you'll get them back soon."

"You're going to try and get in to see DuPont, aren't you?" Simmerson said, eyeing him narrowly.

"Yeah. I suspect he may be a sense offender and I want to use this to find out for sure. The Resistance must not be allowed to compromise the Council."

Simmerson nodded, all suspicion gone.

Thank god for blind faith and stupidity, Kevin thought somewhat savagely as he strode away. Tell a Librian on Prozium that you're acting against the Resistance and you can literally get away with murder.

He shook his head, grinning slightly now as he wondered what Simmerson was going to say to whoever was in charge of stores. Well, you see sir, I don't have my shoes because they're being used in an undercover operation involving Halls, Andersen, DuPont and a very strange package...The thought of it was enough to almost make him laugh out loud, an urge that was rapidly squashed as he approached the sweepers outside Equilibrium, not even blinking as they brought their weapons around to bear on him.


"This area is off-limits to all those without a designated pass."

The acolyte flashed his ID at them, too fast for either man to be able to read the name.

"I have an appointment with Vice-Council DuPont."

"Name?"

Kevin almost smirked, caught it just in time.

"Simon Andersen. I brought a package for the Vice-Council. He's expecting me."

"Any deliveries are to be sent through the preset channels."

"Yeah, that's what I thought. Funny, huh? Guess the Vice-Council didn't want this one going astray." Kevin fixed the man with a hard stare, or at least, the closest you can come to such a thing when the starer is wearing dark glasses and the staree a darkened motorcycle visor. "Now, either you let me in right now..." he checked the man's badge of rank "...corporal, or I'll..." His voice tailed off.

You're not going to get anywhere like that, Kev. You're supposed to be Andersen, remember? So how would he deal with this?

Behind his shades, the acolyte's eyes glittered. He was going to enjoy this.

"Corporal? You're a..." Kevin made a guttural sound of disgust. "I'm discussing my rights as a Grammaton acolyte with a fucking corporal? That's it. I'm through with this shit, and I'm giving you a direct order. Get the fuck out of my way before I take my sidearm and use it to blow another hole next to the one that currently holds your brains!"

"Excuse me?" Kevin wasn't sure if the man's tone was due to the insult or his lack of comprehension, but found he didn't much care either.

"Look. Call DuPont if you don't believe me. Ask him if he's expecting Andersen with his...er...goods." Kevin quirked an eyebrow at the sweepers, leaving their imaginations to fill in the blanks.

One of the sweepers, this one wearing a sergeant's stripes, slid the visor on his helmet back and did just that, while Kevin tried not to squirm nervously. If Simmerson had got it wrong...

Well, he supposed that he'd have to rely on DuPont's sense of loyalty to get him inside.

Right. In other words, you're royally screwed.

"Sir, there's an acolyte here by the name of Andersen requesting an audience with you. He claims to have a package for delivery, and he'll only give it to you personally, sir."

Kevin didn't hear what DuPont said in response, but he was prepared to bet everything, including his life, that it wasn't as polite as the sweeper had been.

"Sir, yes sir." The sweeper handed the radio unit over to Kevin. "The Vice-Council wants to talk to you."

Kevin hesitated – this was something he really hadn't banked on – then gave a mental shrug and took the unit, clearing his throat and dropping into his best impersonation of Andersen's voice.

"Sir?"

"You really are a fucking idiot, aren't you, Andersen?" There was no deliberate impassivity in DuPont's voice; the Vice-Council was clearly angry as hell and didn't care who knew.

Kevin's brain absorbed this fact, processed it in a matter of nanoseconds, then tapped him on the shoulder and presented him with its findings.

He's in his office, which means he's with his secretary, which also means that guy has to be off the dose as well. He also must have got rid of the armed guards; even DuPont would never dare be so blatant in front of them. This is the best chance you're gonna have to bargain with him. So don't break cover just yet; wait until you're inside and face to face with him.

"I don't follow, sir," Kevin said, still in Andersen's voice. Part of him had been looking forward to revealing his identity over the radio, but the other way did seem to make more sense.

Besides, that way he could get to see the man's expression.

"I gave you strict instructions to bring the items to me via the back way, to avoid bothering the sweepers with such a trivial matter!"

Items? Why doesn't he just come clean; he knows nobody can hear him except whoever's in the room with him, Kevin wondered. Unless...ah. Yes, of course. Someone else might be listening.

He permitted himself a sense of satisfaction, too slight for the sweepers to pick up on. Even if he never got inside, it had already been a very productive five minutes; not only had he found out about the 'back way' into Equilibrium but DuPont had also kindly informed him that the sweepers' channels of communication were observed constantly.

So you might want to watch your mouth around them, Kev. No telling which of your quips they might pick up on, and no telling who's listening either.

"I couldn't find the back way, sir," Kevin said, as sulkily as he dared.

He heard the Vice-Council expel breath in an exasperated sigh.

"Remind me again why I waste my time on you, Andersen! This is the third time in as many weeks you've forgotten about it."

"If you tell me again, sir, I promise that I won't forget it this time," Kevin said honestly.

He winced and yanked the unit away from his skull as DuPont's voice reached a pitch usually reserved for breaking glass.

"Tell you again? On this frequency? How stupid do you think I am?"

You really wanna know? Kevin thought wryly, then bit down on that hard.

"Do you want the fucking package or not?" he said sullenly. "If you don't, I'm sure someone else will be interested."

"No, don't do that." It really was amazing, Kevin mused, how quickly the man could swing from yelling to his normal modulated tones. "Just...bring it up to me, Andersen."

"Yes sir. On my way now, sir." Kevin cut the transmission and handed the unit back to the sweeper, then shoved roughly past them and into the building.

Equilibrium's entrance hall, with its high-reaching cream pillars and black floor, was impressive at the best of times, but Kevin barely noticed it. He was too busy looking forward to his meeting with DuPont, and at the back of his mind, he knew one of the sweepers outside was watching him suspiciously. The Vice-Council had cleared him, but Kevin hadn't behaved like a typical acolyte.

Well, he'd behaved like Andersen would have, even taking in the Vice-Council. Any repercussions would most likely fall on their heads, not his.

Kevin paused at the receptionist.

"I'm here to see Vice-Council DuPont. Where's his office?"

The woman eyed him suspiciously, and Kevin was suddenly reminded of the sense offender he'd let go in the Nethers. She'd had the same kind of brownish-red hair...

Angrily, he told himself to get a grip, then swore inwardly and blanked his mind. Equilibrium personnel were trained in the intuitive arts, not to the same extent as the Clerics, but enough to cause problems for him if he got carried away.

"Up those stairs and third on the right, sir," the receptionist said finally.

"No, I don't think you quite understand," Kevin said pleasantly. He leaned forward, knuckles resting on the desk. "I meant his real office."

The woman shrugged.

"Down there, take a left, up the stairs to the fourth floor and it's the sixth on your left."

"Now, that's better." Kevin quirked an eyebrow at her. "See how the world turns when we all help each other?"

He wasn't surprised at her trying to misdirect him. He'd made that mistake once before, when he'd been about seven. The receptionist's first set of directions had led him straight to a room filled with heavily-armed sweepers and it had taken a lot of fast thinking and smooth talking – two skills he'd already been proficient in, even at that age – to get away with his life. He didn't know where the latest set of fake directions would have led him, but he hadn't been particularly interested in finding out either.

Damn stairs, he thought irritably, scowling at the Out of Order sign that was currently attached to the building's one elevator and had, as far as he knew, been attached for almost ten years. Yet another classic example of Librian apathy.

It took him a little longer to reach the Vice-Council's office than he'd anticipated; his injuries were waking up again and he made a mental note to dose himself up on Talrium as soon as he got back. He'd swiped another bottle not long before going into the Nethers with Andersen, along with a few dozen syringes. He didn't know if the stuff had a shelf life, but it was still unopened, so he was probably safe.

The sweepers on guard stepped aside as he approached; DuPont had obviously informed them he was coming. Better and better.

Kevin knocked on the door, then opened it and stepped in.

"Give it to me," DuPont said, not looking up from his desk, "and then get out before I have you arrested."

Kevin glanced around, making sure they were alone, then let the smirk spread across his face.

"Yeah, I'll give it to you, asshole. Where do you want it?"

DuPont whipped around, staring openly.

"You? No. You're dead," he said hoarsely. Kevin quirked an eyebrow.

"Is that a fact?" When DuPont didn't answer immediately, he added, "Or simply a threat?"

The silence that followed stretched out, interminably long and awkward.

"Halls?" After his initial shock, DuPont's voice was already back to being as neutral as ever, but Kevin was sure he detected the faintest note of strain there.

"Where's Andersen?" he said evenly.

"What?"

"Andersen. Where is he?"

The Vice-Council raised his jaw slightly, going up a grudging notch in Kevin's estimation. Not many people could be so calm after coming face to face with someone they believed dead.

"Strange. I was informed by the sentries that he was on his way up here."

"Before or after I showed up?"

"Before, of course." DuPont nodded towards the packet Kevin was still holding. "What's really in there, acolyte? Blocks of wood?"

Kevin did an exaggerated double-take.

"DuPont! I'm hurt! Do you really believe I would double-cross you?"

"You double-cross everyone else."

There was a taut silence.

"Okay, that's one for you," Kevin conceded at the end of it. "But...well, I didn't know what Andersen was supposed to be bringing up." He crossed the room, seemingly wandering at random, then reached down to caress the black desk in an almost possessive manner before glancing up at the Vice-Council with a start, as though only just remembering his presence. "I'm sorry, where were we? Oh right; the package." He threw it overarm at the older man, who caught it automatically and staggered under the unexpected weight.

"Go ahead," Kevin drawled. "Open it."

DuPont eyed it like he would a snake.

"Why? What's it going to do; explode?"

"I bloody hope not, DuPont," Kevin said flatly, "since I'm still in the room and you happen to be between me and the exit."

The Vice-Council shifted the stare onto Kevin, who didn't so much as blink.

"You were found trying to shoot yourself in the head on at least one occasion, acolyte, and evidence leads me to believe there may have been more. How do I know this isn't some kind of elaborate trick designed not only to end your life but to take me along with you?"

Kevin shrugged.

"Because I hadn't thought about it doing it that way." He considered. "Though it's a good idea, DuPont. Thanks. And you still haven't answered my first question; where's Andersen?"

"Why ask me?"

Kevin closed his eyes and dropped into a flawless imitation of DuPont's voice.

"Vice-Council, you have murdered one of the closest friends I ever had, chased another, potentially very good friend away and forced me into the Nethers twice, ordering your little pet – aka acolyte Simon Andersen – to murder me on the second excursion. I have had a very, very bad few months and I will say this to you once and once only, do not push it."

He opened his eyes again and smiled mockingly at the man.

"Now, you have approximately two point five seconds to tell me exactly where I can find Andersen before I scream the place down telling everyone you're a murderer, a hypocrite and a fucking sense offender."

DuPont set the still unopened package down on a chair gingerly, as though still half afraid it would explode, took one look at the acolyte's expression and decided to fold.

"I did not order Andersen to shoot you in the chest, Halls."

"No, I don't imagine you did. You're not very good at specifics, are you, DuPont? You probably just told him to shoot me and left the finer details up to him." Kevin considered. "Or else you told him to shoot me in the face and he missed, although I find it hard to believe that even Andersen could miss at three metres."

The Vice-Council stiffened.

"I would advise you to tread softly, acolyte. Since you are already listed as killed in action, why shouldn't I just shoot you right now?"

Kevin laughed, relishing DuPont's momentary look of discomfiture.

"What, d'you really think I didn't consider that possibility before coming?" When the Vice-Council didn't answer, he shook his head, still grinning, and went on. "I tapped into Equilibrium's mainframe and placed a little...surprise. If I don't remove it in ten minutes, evidence of your sense offending will go to every single Grammaton agent, acolytes and sweepers included."

DuPont took a deep breath.

"And no doubt you now expect me to bow to any unreasonable demands you might have, because you think I can't order it removed any time I choose."

"You don't even know what you're looking for, DuPont, or where to look. You could find it eventually, I've no doubt, but you couldn't find it in time to remove it before it went around the whole of the Tetra Grammaton. And if you think I'm going to tell you where it is, you're fucking crazy."

"You'd tell the technicians, Halls." There was a definite challenge in the Vice-Council's voice, one which Kevin rose to without hesitating.

"In ten minutes? I doubt it. I'm not as pathetic as all that."

There was a long silence.

"You're bluffing," DuPont said eventually.

Kevin raised his eyebrows.

"Only one way to find out, isn't there?" He shook his head. "I told you I was through playing around, DuPont. If you chose not to believe me, that's your prerogative, and it's also your problem." Kevin reached out, took hold of DuPont's shoulders and shoved the Vice-Council forcibly into a chair. "Now. Here's what I suggest. You stop trying to break me; it's blatantly obvious that's what you're doing and you're not even very good at it. In return, I will keep my mouth shut about you, although if Andersen continues to piss me off, I can't make the same promise regarding him. In other words, you act like I'm just a normal, dosing acolyte, and I'll pretend that you're on the dose as well. You won't bug me about supporting you, helping you out or even backing you up in any way, shape or form, and I'll do the same for you. If I get caught and undergo CI, I can't promise that I won't crack and blurt out your name, but I won't rat you out deliberately or expect you to step in. Basically, if you betray me and I go down, you go down with me. The choice is yours. Oh, and one more thing. I know I missed the year's exams, but since that was due to your incompetence rather than mine, I don't expect to have to repeat this year because frankly, the thought of Andersen graduating before I do makes me...upset. Is this clear?"

There was a long, long silence before DuPont nodded. He'd played the game often enough to know when he was beaten, and he realised fully and for the first time just how much he'd underestimated Halls as an opponent.

"Alright, acolyte. I'll sign you off as having passed the exams, and from now on, we'll play it your way. I'll keep quiet if you do. Shake?"

Kevin snorted.

"Thanks, but no. I have this little thing about shaking hands with anyone who keeps a loaded gun up both sleeves." He turned to go, paused, turned back. "One final thing, Vice-Council—"

"Only one?" DuPont said, somewhat sourly.

"I missed a lot of classwork while I was...indisposed, especially Gun-Kata. I want extra tuition until I've caught up. Not from you though; I don't trust you not to switch the ammo again. Give me Vice-Council Nugent or Hagon or someone else."

DuPont watched him in silence for a few moments before saying, "Is that the last of your demands, Halls?"

"I dunno. Let me think about it for a minute." Kevin pretended to consider for all of three seconds. "Um...yeah. Yeah, that's about it."

"Then allow me to add another condition to our, ah, agreement. You will not, at any time, attempt to hold this over me or to increase your demands. In other words, this is final and not subject to further argument or appeal."

Kevin met his cold stare squarely.

"On that score, if I'm out of class again for any reason, you will of course organise the sessions I'll need to catch up."

"If you're out for any reason involving myself or Andersen, acolyte, and that's all."

"Agreed. And your condition about not changing this at any time goes both ways, of course. Oh, and I've just remembered; I want my room back. Get rid of that freshmeat, DuPont. I don't care where he sleeps, but it's not going to be with me. Sharing with Jacobs was bad enough; at least he didn't snore."

DuPont took one or two breaths in an effort to calm himself down. It didn't seem to help. At the beginning of Kevin's demands, he'd tried counting as a means to control his temper. So far he'd reached one hundred and thirty and was just as pissed off as when he'd started.

"You forget yourself, acolyte."

"You have more to lose than me, Vice-Council. You don't want to die, and I don't give a shit. It stands to reason you should be inconvenienced more than me." Kevin's tone was openly insolent; he'd long since lost any fear he had of the Council.

DuPont took another, deeper breath.

"How did you get back?"

Kevin shrugged. He'd already decided that he wasn't going to tell DuPont. Not because he felt any sense of perverse loyalty towards the Resistance – especially not Cross – but because he knew it would bug the shit out of the man.

"I borrowed some sweeper body armour. Andersen's bullet didn't even penetrate."

It was a lie and they both knew it; bullets from a Grammaton sidearm could go through the sweepers' armour like it was plastic. For a long moment, both of them stared at each other, before DuPont finally shook his head.

"I still say you would have made one hell of a team player," the acolyte heard him murmur under his breath. He smiled pleasantly at him.

"And I still say you're a lying piece of Nethers shit, DuPont. Goodnight." Without waiting for a response, he came smartly to attention, then spun on his heel and strode out.

Silcox, who had been watching the entire conversation and doing his best not to laugh, hastily busied himself with his typing again, traces of a grin still threatening to erupt from time to time. It wasn't often he got to see the Vice-Council so thoroughly discomfited.

DuPont clenched both fists, literally shaking with anger. His voice, in direct contrast to this, was so quiet Silcox had difficulty hearing it.

"Send a notice to everyone in the Tetra Grammaton. I want that acolyte's head!" Previous experience of a Cleric's sometimes dangerously literal mind when it came to metaphors prompted the Vice-Council to add, "Separated from his body."

The older man shrugged and started typing. It was almost a shame – Halls had survived this long, only to be betrayed by his own people – but he hadn't stayed where he was all this time by questioning orders.


A loud knock on Kevin's newly-reclaimed door woke him from a long and – for once – dreamless sleep, and he swore violently under his breath before grabbing his dark glasses, dragging himself to his feet and limping over, opening it to come face to face with four civilians. He blinked.

"Who the hell are you lot?"

None of them answered at first, and Kevin was about to shut the door again in an effort to go back to sleep when one of them, clearly the leader, spoke.

"Myself and my colleagues are...we were the sweepers you saw a couple of days ago. Outside DuPont's office." He paused, looking at Kevin with an expression that might almost have been called hopeful in another man, clearly hoping the acolyte was going to pick up the thread of the conversation.

"Oh yeah, right. I didn't recognise you outside of your Star Wars getup," Kevin said, then immediately cursed his too-glib tongue. "What do you want?" he added, in an effort to cover up the slip.

"The Vice-Council sent us to you."

"Right." Kevin did his best not to yawn. "So what?" A thought occurred to him and he frowned slightly. "Which Vice-Council might we be talking about here?"

"DuPont. He said that Andersen would be the best choice to accompany a mission like this, and he told us where to find you."

Kevin blinked, thrown, opened his mouth to refute this and then closed it again.

Andersen. Right. So, are you gonna come clean now or never, Kev?

The acolyte shook his head very slightly. There was no question of that. Impersonating a Grammaton agent was punishable by death. Kevin didn't know if that penalty included other agents as well, but he was in no mood to take chances.

"I can't," he said flatly, indicating his shoulder. "Medical grounds."

"He said you'd say that. He also said that if you caused problems, he'd arrange for you to find out exactly how many injuries can be covered by medical grounds."

Kevin's eyes glittered coldly.

"Did he happen to mention anything about a deal while he was making these melodramatic threats?"

"Yes, he said if you agreed to this, he'd see to it personally that you never have to leave Libria again until you graduate."

Kevin considered. The idea did have a certain appeal...

"What's your connection in all this?" he said aloud.

None of them looked him in the eyes as the leader replied, "We...we've been designated to infiltrate the Resistance. We need an escort into the Nethers."

"Bullshit," Kevin answered succinctly. "They wouldn't send sweepers on a mission like this; even DuPont's not that arrogant."

"The orders came from Father himself."

Kevin blinked; this was one card he hadn't expected the man to play.

Not only that but there's no way you can counter it, is there, Kev? Not unless you want to be arrested for treason...which would be one hell of a waste, really, considering the efforts you made to survive the Underground's attentions.

The acolyte nodded.

"Agreed, then. Did Father also say when we're to leave?" Kevin bit his tongue hurriedly, hoping the sweepers hadn't picked up on that little extra sarcasm.

If they had, they gave no outward sign.

"Tomorrow morning," the first one said.

"Fine. Get ready. I have other matters to attend to here." He shut the door in the men's faces, mind whirling frantically.

Father my ass. There's only one Father here, and I'd lay odds his name's Vice-Council DuPont. I wasn't sure before, but I think I am now, given what's just happened.

And if DuPont fucks with me on any aspect of this, screw the deal; I'll implicate him in every sense offence and crime I can think of.

He glanced at the alarm clock next to his bed. Two twenty pm. DuPont had obviously thought better of waking him for class. So much the better.

He changed into his training kit, then made his way slowly and deliberately to the gym. Break wasn't due until three pm; there was no need to hurry.


Half an hour later, Kevin stood outside the doors to the gym and waited patiently. He knew that most acolytes tended to go for a drink of water on their breaks, just as he also knew that Andersen had had a tendency to scorn what he viewed as such a display of physical weakness ever since he could remember.

Actually, Andersen had also had a tendency to pass out occasionally during training, especially during the summer months. That thought made him grin broadly as he waited. Price of vanity and all that crap.

The sounds inside came to an abrupt halt and Kevin glanced at his watch.

Two fifty five. Must be slow.

He ducked hastily out of sight – he didn't want anyone recognising him just yet, not until he'd had a chance to meet Andersen again – and waited until the footsteps had died away before emerging from hiding and entering the gym.

As expected, Andersen was the only acolyte present. The added absence of DuPont caused Kevin a moment's concern – he'd never known a Vice-Council to leave during the break – but he shrugged it off and crossed the floor to stand noiselessly behind Andersen, who was examining the rows of katanas.

"Ready to lose the rest of your fingers?" Kevin said pleasantly.

Andersen yelped, leapt almost a full foot in the air and spun around to stare at him.

"Fuck me!"

"That really is all you think about, isn't it?" Kevin said, smirking.

"What the hell are you doing here?"

Kevin blinked, feigning surprise, then checked his chronometer.

"It's three pm. All afternoons from two until eight bar Sundays are given over to Gun-Kata, you know that. It's been the curriculum and timetable for some three hundred years, after all."

"I shot you, Halls."

"Yeah. At near point-blank range, too." Kevin shook his head. "Jeez, Andersen, anyone ever tell you you're a crappy shot? Even a six year old could have plugged my face from that distance."

Andersen whirled, almost too fast for Kevin to follow.

"So I guess I have you to thank for my making the top of DuPont's shit list?"

Kevin snorted.

"Not every screw-up in your life is my fault, Andersen. Most, I'll admit, but not all. You were on the top of DuPont's shit list, as you call it, right from day one. I had a very interesting conversation with him, as it happened." Kevin favoured the other acolyte with a dazzling smile. "He really doesn't think much of you, does he?"

"He was trying to split us up!"

Kevin winced.

"Oh man, that statement is misleading on so many disturbing levels that I don't want to think about it!" He paused. "And he didn't tell me. He told you. Or at least, he told me being you."

"What?" Andersen said tightly. Kevin didn't blame him; that last statement hadn't been one of his most coherent.

"I had to think of something to get inside. And...well, I don't know what made me do it, but I suspect it was the pressure I was under at the time...but I pretended to be you." He examined his fingernails. "Did a damn good job of it too, as it turned out."

"DuPont just thinks one of us is going to assassinate him," Andersen snapped. "He only said that shit because if he can keep us fighting between ourselves, we're not gonna turn on him."

Kevin raised his eyebrows.

"Dear, dear...is that the distinct tone of self-doubt I hear in those dulcet tones?"

Andersen's eyes narrowed into slits.

"You should've died out in the Nethers," he hissed.

"Yes, I think we established that when you shot me," Kevin said pleasantly. "And on that subject, Andersen, you might want to brush up on your Gun-Kata. No telling what's going to happen in the next exams."

The door into the gym clicked open, and Andersen lunged, grabbing Kevin by the throat and leaning in to whisper harshly.

"I don't know how you managed any of this, Halls. But you're a fucking corpse. I swear I'll get even with you if it's the last thing I ever do."

Kevin's smile became a grin.

"Rest assured, Andersen; it will be."

He broke the other acolyte's grip and turned away, his mind already occupied with the more immediate problem of his imminent return to the Nethers.


Are you out of your fucking mind?

That was the question that had been going round and round in Kevin's mind for the past three hours since they'd left Libria, and he didn't think it would do him much good to be able to answer it.

Let's just examine the facts, shall we? You have been on three trips to the Nethers and almost died on two of them and let's be honest; that Jurgen asshole would have probably murdered you in a heartbeat if he'd thought he could get away with it! Do the math, Kev; if you still want to commit suicide then you've chosen a damn complicated way of going about it, but why help these guys? What have they ever done for you?

Kevin ignored the little voice. He had bigger fish to fry at the moment; namely, how the hell was he supposed to get two ex-sweepers to the Underground when a) he had never been there in his life, at least, not so he could recognise the way in and b) he was most likely going to wind up shooting anyone who came looking for them.

This is it, huh? You've finally gone completely and utterly round the twist. Only yesterday you were fighting tooth and nail to get as far away from the Resistance as possible, and now you're waltzing merrily back in? Why don't you just ask Andersen to give you a friendly pat on the head with a chainsaw; it'd amount to pretty much the same thing and at least you wouldn't be the one running the risks of arrest.

Kevin paused to consider. DuPont had organized this whole thing, although the acolyte didn't see why he should have gone to all that trouble. No Vice-Council had ties with the Resistance; Kevin doubted that even Barrett had been a full-fledged member, and if the old man hadn't been then there was no way in hell DuPont was.

So the spy story's most likely accurate. This group's a little too well-rehearsed though, and I doubt the Vice-Council would slip up on something as major as that. So...what?

Kevin didn't really know. All he knew for sure was that trying to work things out was giving him a splitting headache. Oh well...time to put his cards on the table. He gestured at the nearest man, trying to remember his name, or failing that at least his rank.

"You..." was all he could manage, even after a lot of brain-racking. He'd never fully appreciated until then how much a sweeper's insignia of rank helped tell one black-clad figure from the next.

The man in question dropped back to him. Ahead, the others turned to watch, unaccountably wary all of a sudden.

"Sir?"

"You're off the dose." Simply, no accusations. "All of you."

The acolyte sensed the fear skyrocketing, and snapped both guns out automatically. He genuinely wasn't planning to murder these people, but frightened men can react in strange ways, and he damn well wasn't planning to get murdered himself either. Keeping his voice low and as non-threatening as possible, Kevin went on.

"So does someone want to tell me what this is really all about?"

The men exchanged looks.

"DuPont suggested we come off the dose," one of them said at last. The others leapt on the explanation.

"Yeah!"

"DuPont! Right!"

"Yeah, right." Kevin shook his head. "You wanna throw the Easter bunny in with that as well?"

Blank stares. The acolyte rolled his eyes.

"Never mind. Look, DuPont would no more have told you to come off the dose than he would tell you to pole-dance naked in the barracks. If you're off the dose, I really don't give a shit, but I want to know the truth now, before we get to the Underground."

There was another round of blank stares. This wasn't how Grammaton acolytes were supposed to act in the presence of sense offenders. Every Librian knew that.

Kevin gritted his teeth.

"You wanna do this the easy way? Fine. I'm off the dose as well, so I'm not going to shoot you all out of hand. But I know full well you never admitted your crime to DuPont, because you're all still upright and flame-free, so that begs the question of why the hell he'd send you for this and, more importantly, why he picked me of all people to accompany you." He considered. "Unless he was banking on my following you to the Underground and destroying it for him. But even I'm not arrogant enough to believe I can take down the Resistance single-handedly. Maybe he's thinking I'll report back and order it destroyed from Libria." The acolyte thought for a few minutes, then shrugged. "Oh well, I guess I'll find out sooner or later. Which way now?"

The group exchanged looks. The fear was still there, only now it had been joined by a sense of deep confusion.

"We don't know," one of them said.

"Really. Huh. Well, that leaves us with a problem, doesn't it, since you've been leading the way almost since we left Libria. You mean you've no idea where we've been going either?" Kevin smirked. "Just as well you have someone trained in the intuitive arts, isn't it?"

He strode over to a seemingly innocent brick wall, and stood looking at it for a few minutes.

"Someone give me a hand here," he said at last.

"That's impossible," another man said. "The intuitive arts aren't enough to find the Underground, else we'd have been discovered years ago."

Kevin shrugged.

"Please yourself." The man was right, of course; the intuitive arts wouldn't do the job. But they worked very well for picking up on hidden watchers, and those had been getting more frequent as the group had gone on. Kevin was sure that the Resistance already knew they were there and how many of them there were...and rebels had a certain arrogance of their own. One acolyte and a bunch of civilians probably wouldn't be viewed as much of a threat.

Reaching back, he grabbed one of the men by the shirt and twisted around, slamming him into the wall, which collapsed, revealing a small room with a ladder set into the floor beyond it. Wincing at the pain in his chest, Kevin stepped forward, shaking his head. Typical rebel thinking. Like they thought a new wall in near-perfect repair in the Nethers wouldn't be noticed.

He grabbed hold of the ladder in both hands and slid down it to the room below, then almost staggered as the sounds and smells both overwhelmed him. In the distance, Kevin was sure he could hear a baby crying, not to mention the three or four different types of music all playing at once. In front of him, a few people were coming and going, taking no notice of the new arrivals, each chattering to his or her companions. The stench of unwashed bodies was enough to make the acolyte's eyes water.

Kevin glanced around, curious in spite of himself. This was the first time he'd been in the Underground and had a chance to really see it properly, and he had to admit that it wasn't what he'd expected. There was almost no visible evidence of EC-10, bar a rather dirty poster on the wall and a few photos taped to the lockers that lined one side of the wall. Several beds had been pushed against the other, a few of which were occupied by offenders who were somehow managing to sleep despite the cacophony.

Someone jostled him and he whirled, hands already seeking his pistols for a defensive maneuver, then he caught sight of one of the people he'd come with and forced himself to relax...or at least, suppressed the rising urge to decimate this place.

This is something of a record for you, isn't it? Not only did you walk into the Underground of your own free will this time, you're still upright and relatively intact. Nice work. Now, how about getting out of here before either of those two things change?

"Fine," Kevin said aloud. He turned to the group. "Well, have fun with your sense offending buddies, won't you? Love to hang around, but I have other things to do." Like getting out of here before I have another panic attack.

"Wait!" One of them, the one that Kevin had already marked down as being almost terminally thick, grabbed his arm. "Stay with us. Just for a while."

Behind his dark glasses, Kevin's eyes narrowed with an indescribable hatred. Barrett had been wrong in his initial assessment of the depth to which the acolyte felt that particular emotion. This was no flash of anger but the real thing; as relentless as slow-moving lava, and about as stoppable.

"I'd rather die," he all but spat at the man, wrenching away.

"Our leader will want to know about you."

"Then tell him yourself, rebel. I'm outta here." Kevin whirled, only to find the exit blocked by four heavy-set people armed with AK-47s.

He groaned inwardly. How could he have been so stupid? He'd wandered right into the same trap he'd been caught in twice before.

You know, Kev, you really ought to start paying more attention to those nagging little doubts.

Well, things were a little different now. He had his guns, for one thing.

Kevin flexed his hands sharply, felt the welcome weight of his sidearms drop into them. Before the startled rebels had time to react, one of them had been dropped by a bullet to the knee and another by one in the throat.



Kevin changed fluidly from one stance to the next, a waiting position.

"Stand aside," he ordered.

That was when the doors around him crashed open and more heavily armed Resistance fighters than he'd ever seen in his lifetime spilled out, drawn by his shots like moths to a flame.


Chapter 12











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