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Equilibrium Fan Fiction by Judas Austin
Immune


(This story will be completed in a series of installments)

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Due to Jacobs being given extra duties for distinguishing himself in class again (this time by claiming that a myth was the pre-Librian term for a female moth; he'd got an extra two thousand words to write plus a month's worth of night shifts) Kevin didn't get a chance to talk to him alone about their conversation in the Nethers until much later. He supposed this wasn't altogether a bad thing, considering. The yearly exams were coming round again in a few months, and he wanted to get as much revision in as he could.

He was lying on his bed and about halfway through this revision when Jacobs came in, resplendent in white.

"What's the occasion?" Kevin said.

Jacobs glanced at him.

"What do you mean?"

Kevin nodded towards him.

"Your dress uniform. I don't think I've seen you wear it since the last graduation ceremony."

"What? Oh." Jacobs glanced down, as though he hadn't been aware of it up until now. "I had to talk with DuPont."

Kevin blinked.

"You got all dolled up for that?"

"I did have to see him in his office." There was Prozium-dulled reproach in Jacobs' tone, reproach which had about as much effect on Kevin as a single snowflake on a polar bear.

"What about?" he said.

"I hardly think that concerns you, Halls. You'll know soon enough."

Kevin shot him a look, but Jacobs had already laid down on his bed and started the essay DuPont had set on Emotional Recognition. Something in his posture told Kevin that he wouldn't get any more answers just then.

So I'll know soon enough, will I? He raised an eyebrow almost imperceptibly. Yeah, you're right there. I'll know sooner than you think.

Kevin abruptly snapped his book shut and got to his feet, shouldering the black holdall at the foot of his bed as he did so. He'd made other plans for that night, plans which didn't include studying.

"Where are you going?" Jacobs demanded.

"Out. I have something to take care of." Kevin swung the bag round and unzipped it, examined its contents. All there. Perfect. "I shouldn't bother waiting up, if I were you," he added to Jacobs in a rare moment of unguarded sarcasm, then zipped the bag back up again and left the room.



He made it outside the Monastery without too much difficulty; the Clerics were currently patrolling the opposite end of the building and there was nobody outside in Libria to see him as he strolled over to Equilibrium and craned his head back to examine the windows. Barrett had always been exceedingly cagey about what was located in the main Council building, which had in itself been enough to send Kevin's curiosity straight through the ionosphere. The sweepers would never let him in though, and if the rumours about them being Clerics in disguise were even half true, Kevin didn't fancy his chances in a fight.

He knew which window to aim for; the blueprints were available to anyone with top security clearance or, in Kevin's case, anyone capable of a little hacking. Climbing up three storeys on the outside was likely to pose something of a challenge, but Kevin was pretty confident this could be overcome.

Let's see...

He looked up, past the window and to the apartment blocks beyond. Although none of them were higher than Equilibrium, he thought they were probably high enough for what he wanted.

Kevin turned and started to run towards the closest, then skidded to a stop as the head of one of the sweepers turned around to focus on the movement.

Think...think...

Kevin brought one hand up to his ear, half turning away from the sweeper as he did so, adopting the position of someone who, to all intents and purposes was listening intently to someone on the other end of a radio headset.

Muttering a few choice imprecations about Andersen, DuPont and any Resistance fighter who was ever born, secure in the knowledge that the sweepers were too far away to hear him and would just see his mouth moving, Kevin finally nodded, mimed removing the headset and stuffing it into a pocket, and then started to run towards the apartments again.

"Stand aside," he ordered as he drew near the sweepers, both of whom had stepped into his path. Kevin slowed his pace; it was that or crash straight into them.

"Identification."

"As a Grammaton acolyte, I don't need it inside Libria," Kevin shot back.

"You are out after curfew."

"So are you. There's a suspected sense offender in this apartment block; I was ordered by Vice-Council DuPont to enter and apprehend them."

"We have instructions not to allow anyone in or out after curfew without proper identification," the sweeper reiterated.

Kevin drew himself up.

"Are you questioning the Vice-Council's orders?" he said icily.

"Yes."

Oh well, at least he's honest, Kevin thought wryly, before saying, "Then I suggest you call into Equilibrium and tell DuPont you don't want to comply. Or get out of my way and let me do my job."

There was a long, tense silence before the sweepers reluctantly moved aside.

"Thank you," Kevin said, the sarcasm in his voice too slight for either of the men to pick up on, and entered the building, breaking into a run as soon as he judged it safe. Why the hell were sweepers guarding this apartment block, anyway?

Maybe to stop people like you doing what you're doing, a little voice inside him suggested.

Kevin grimaced. That was most likely true.

Still, he'd left them behind him, no doubt watching the streets for any more curfew-breakers, and what they didn't know wouldn't hurt him.

He reached the top floor and continued on. He'd worked this through...if his calculations were accurate...

Apartment 231...231...come on, where are you?

There! It was currently empty; its last occupants had been the four girls Kevin had discussed with Barrett all those months ago. According to the file, a Cleric who had been in the room adjoining one of the Council offices had looked up through the window to check the local airship for any changes to Father's current doctrine and the apartment window of the four girls had been directly in his line of sight.

Which means that room would be directly in mine, if I can get in.

Kevin tested the door. Locked. Big surprise.

He tightened his lips for the briefest instant as he considered his options, then abruptly spun on his heel and hammered on the door of the apartment opposite.

"Tetra Grammaton! Open up!"

After a few minutes, the door was pulled open by a somewhat bleary-eyed Librian. Kevin strode into the apartment, brushing the man aside as though he wasn't there, and kept going until he reached the far wall.

"What's going on?" The resident's wife, clearly more alert than her spouse, appeared in the bedroom door, hair mussed.

Kevin nodded to her.

"Grammaton business."

He took one or two deep breaths, composing himself, then broke into a sprint, racing past the other Librian - who was still looking at him in a somewhat bemused fashion, more asleep than awake - and crashing feet first into the door of number 231, which dropped almost instantly onto the floor, stirring up clouds of dust. Coughing violently, Kevin got to his feet and glanced over his shoulder, noticing the inhabitant of apartment 230 still looking at him dully.

"Thank you," Kevin said, in between coughs. "I'll take it from here. Go back to sleep."

He turned away, not bothering to see if his order was obeyed, waiting until he heard the opposite door click shut before going through into the living room, noticing that it had been stripped bare of all furnishings following the girls' arrest.

Great. This might be a little harder than I first thought.

He crossed over to the window, dumped his bag down on the floor and unzipped it, withdrawing a grappling hook, a roll of tape, and a spare pillowcase that he'd borrowed from the laundry room. Then, because he wasn't a complete bastard, he looked down on the street to make sure it was clear before taping the pillowcase tightly around the edge of the window frame, snapping a gun out and smashing the glass. So far so good.

Now for the tricky bit.

He picked up the hook and looked at it for a few minutes, as if trying to work out what it was for, then coiled it up and, trying not to think too much about what he was doing, let fly.

It took fifteen minutes, seven attempts and three more broken windows before Kevin finally managed to get the hook into the right room, and another two gos before it caught and held on something.

Nice one. Now, with no furniture and no window left, what are you going to do with the other end?

The acolyte hesitated, then picked up the tape and thought what the hell. It was supposed to be industrial strength, after all.

Stretching the other end of the rope horizontally across the empty frame, he taped it to the surrounding wall, crossing the tape over several times and in as many different directions as he could think of before tugging experimentally on the rope.

It'll have to do. I didn't come this far to turn back now.

He unstrapped an empty wrist holster - he'd left one of his sidearms behind for this very purpose - and looped it over the rope. He knew the holster would support him; it had been done before by fully grown men, and Kevin was only fifteen. The problem arose with the rope; he had no idea if the tape was strong enough to hold him.

Well, Kev, there's only one way to find out.

Kevin got into position on the sill, took a firm hold of the holster, closed his eyes and jumped.

There was a brief moment of weightlessness, followed by a steadily increasing rush of air as he gathered momentum. Despite himself, Kevin enjoyed the sensation; he'd always liked this part of training. And it seemed to be working as well; the hook had caught on the lower sill and was holding firm.

A slight jerk from behind him informed Kevin that the other end of the rope wasn't doing so well, however, and he winced, instinctively closing one hand lightly around the rope. That way, if it did go, he just might avoid a long, painful drop followed by a longer, much more painful visit to the technicians.

There was a ripping sound from behind him and Kevin barely had time to tighten his hold before the rope in question abruptly went slack.

Alright. Fine. No big deal; it's still attached at the other end. Just hang onto it and you can swing across easily and climb up the rope.

The small flaw in this reasoning hit Kevin at around the same time the wall did, although not quite as hard. Even though he was alone in the street and nobody in Equilibrium could hear or see him, Kevin still said aloud, "I meant to do that," before starting the climb towards the window.

He'd almost made it when the rope he was climbing jerked suddenly, dropping him about six inches, and Kevin felt his blood run cold.

Looks like my luck's about to run out, he thought, and almost immediately something inside him retorted, Really? When has it ever been in?

Taking a deep breath, Kevin increased his speed, wincing as he felt the rope jolt another eighteen inches downwards. Looking up, he saw that the window wasn't that far away. Maybe he could swing up, grab it and pull himself through. One thing was certain though; if he waited much longer, the decision was going to be taken out of his hands.

Kevin paused for a second, then took a tight hold on the rope with one hand and used his teeth to pull the glove off the other. That was better. Gloves were fine for handling firearms, but they didn't do shit for your climbing skills.

Then, almost in slow motion, he swung himself up sideways and seized the window ledge in one hand, swearing under his breath as the movement caused two fingernails to peel back.

There was a soft slithering sound followed by a not so soft clattering as the extremity of the motion dislodged the grappling hook. Kevin had just enough time to flatten himself against the wall as the heavy metal hook flashed past him, the action causing his grip to slip an inch or two.

He gritted his teeth. There was only one direction he could go in now.

Well...alright, he supposed that there were two directions, but the second one would only really become an option under extreme protest, and not until all attempts at the first one had failed completely.

Kevin pulled himself up, just about managing to get his eyes level with the ledge before he succeeded in flinging his other arm through the window and grabbing on. Fragments of glass bit into the underside of his arm, but he was past feeling them. All that mattered was getting inside.

Somehow, he found the strength to haul himself through the broken window and into the room beyond, which was deserted. Kevin was somewhat surprised by this - he'd thought that the breaking of those windows would have been enough to serve as a beacon to just about every Council member around - but he wasn't about to question it.

Moving silently, he crossed the black floor to crouch down in front of the door, squinting through the keyhole. The fact that nobody had thought to upgrade the old fashioned lock and key method to individual cards yet was a mark of how old (and apathetic) Equilibrium actually was.

Still, it was useful enough. Kevin could see and hear well enough to both eavesdrop and know if anyone was coming over to open the door in plenty of time to be away.

In the other room and unaware of what was going on next door, DuPont glanced over at his secretary and his mind, in the absence of any pressing matters to occupy it, started to wander.

Max Silcox was at least fifteen years older than DuPont and had spent twelve of those fifteen years as a Council secretary. DuPont often wondered if Silcox had worked for Barrett prior to the Vice-Council's incineration and if so, how had he felt about it?

For Silcox did feel, there was no question about that. He'd been off the dose for almost the entirety of his time with the Council, and DuPont wondered for the first time if the Council actually chose its members and/or affiliates based on that. To survive as a sense offending Cleric took a good deal more guts and intelligence than most people might think, combined with a certain ruthlessness.

Actually, come to think about it, how long had Barrett been off the dose? He'd been on the Council for almost thirty five years, after all...

On the other side of the table, Silcox turned over a page of notes and read through them, fully aware of the thoughts going through the Vice-Council's mind but keeping his own counsel. He never concerned himself with power games but worked for whichever member of the Council needed him, doing both the most trivial and most complicated of jobs with the same degree of calm acceptance and dedication as the average Librian on the dose. Doing this afforded him a modicum of prestige and a hell of a lot of protection, which was all he was really interested in. He knew that DuPont wouldn't dream of ordering his execution, largely because the Vice-Council wanted to rise in the Council as much and as quickly as possible, and killing him wasn't the way to go about it. He took care never to consort with other sense offenders outside the Council, whilst keeping a close eye on all up-and-comings, both acolytes and Clerics. He was possibly the only person in the whole of Libria or the Nethers who would address any Council member informally and as an equal without fear of retribution.

DuPont, for his part, was more than content with this. No Cleric or acolyte would dare to disagree with his orders (except possibly Halls, his treacherous mind whispered, still haven't done anything about him, have we?) which was fine as far as respect went, but if there was a genuine problem, he wanted someone to tell him before he sent half a dozen of his best men in rather than afterwards.

The politician and the pragmatist, DuPont mused as he glanced over to where Silcox was currently engaged in typing up the minutes of the last Council meeting. It was a strange relationship, one that was purely business, but also one that worked surprisingly well. He knew he could trust Silcox, not because the man was particularly devoted to him but because he didn't give a shit if DuPont was on the dose or not, so long as he got his salary at the end of each month.

"Do you know Kevin Halls?" he said suddenly.

Silcox didn't even blink.

"Not personally, although I've heard you complaining about him often enough. Why?"

"I've tried damn near everything I can think of to get him on my side. He seems to be immune to everything."

"Including Prozium?"

DuPont shot Silcox a sharp look.

"What makes you say that?"

"I was being sarcastic."

"Hm." DuPont considered this for a few minutes, then shrugged. The chances of someone being born with a genetic immunity to Prozium and surviving were so negligible that it wasn't even worth considering.

Are you saying that because it's true? something inside him whispered. Or because you don't want to consider the alternatives; for someone to be born immune and survive in the Monastery would make them too smart for comfort, after all.

DuPont considered the idea again for slightly longer, then dismissed it a second time. Kevin Halls was no more than a typical sense offender. More resourceful than most, perhaps, but as vulnerable to Prozium as anyone else.

"I'm planning on sending him back into the Nethers," he said suddenly.

"Why?"

"Because out of everything I've done except for Barrett - and I can't kill him twice - the thing that seemed to affect him most was a trip into the Nethers."

"He got pretty badly injured on his first excursion, didn't he?"

"Yes." Privately DuPont thought that 'pretty badly' didn't begin to cover it; Halls had been on the critical list for a full week after that sweeper team had discovered him lying just outside the gates of Libria and brought him in. Advanced hypothermia had only been the start of his problems; if Vice-Council Barrett hadn't insisted on a full medical examination prior to the autopsy, things would probably have turned out rather differently.

"I want him and someone else to go. I'll think of a pretext, but I aim to send him out there tomorrow."

On the other side of the door, Kevin snorted.

In your dreams, Vice-Council.

Oblivious to this, DuPont went on.

"Do you think it might work?"

Silcox shrugged.

"Depends. Who were you planning on sending with him?"

"Andersen."

Silcox choked into his coffee, the sound fortunately masking the somewhat muffled expletive that came from the other room at about the same time.

"You find the concept interesting?" DuPont said idly.

"Interesting...yes. Interesting like a man juggling flaming torches in a munitions factory would be kind of interesting." Silcox shook his head. "Forget it. They hate each other, remember? You might send both of them out, but you'd only get one back. Maybe."

"Exactly. Problem solved."

Silcox raised his head.

"Really? If you want them dead that badly, why don't you just order them to be arrested?"

"Because there's no concrete evidence, at least, not concrete enough to stand up in a court martial! Don't you think I would have if I could?"

"No need to be like that about it," Silcox informed him calmly, returning to the handwritten notes scattered about the table. "I was only trying to help. So they go out, one of them kills the other, comes back and blames it on the Resistance and you accept this, no questions asked."

"Exactly," DuPont said again, and favoured the man with a particularly steely gaze. "No questions asked," he said pointedly.

Silcox raised his eyebrows, clearly not intimidated.

"How about, which acolyte do you want to see coming back? Am I allowed to ask that?" He leaned back in his chair, stretching. "Because if you want my opinion-"

"Which I don't."

"-all this seems to me to be nothing more than an elaborate attempt to assassinate Kevin Halls," Silcox went on, raising his voice slightly and ignoring the interruption. "If it is, then fine, but there must be a more secure method. Andersen's had ample opportunity for years; don't tell me you've already forgotten that little incident in the Gun-Kata exam?"

DuPont floundered, briefly wrong-footed by how much Silcox knew. He wondered who his sources were; he knew damn well that he hadn't said anything about that little incident to anyone.

"Frankly," Silcox went on imperturbably, "you seem to be risking everything on an all-or-nothing gamble. Suppose Halls is the one coming back? You're exactly where you were before you started, only now you've lost a potential ally." He paused. "And from what you say, Halls isn't stupid."

"Nor is Andersen," DuPont retorted, "although I appreciate that may be harder to believe given his recent behaviour."

Silcox turned over a page of notes and resumed typing.

"Is there anyone likely to cause problems if either of them should have an accident in the Nethers?"

DuPont shook his head.

"No. Andersen's parents are both on the dose and Halls' were processed for sense crimes when he was three years old. Barrett might have interfered on the boy's behalf, but he's no longer in a position to cause-" DuPont broke off abruptly. "What are you doing here, acolyte?"

Kevin jerked back reflexively, mouth already forming around one excuse or another when he realised that DuPont couldn't possibly have seen him through the keyhole, at least, not from the man's current position, and relaxed.

"I'm looking for my roommate, sir." Jacobs' voice came from the other side of the door and Kevin shot bolt upright again. It...surely it wasn't possible that Jacobs of all people had worked out what he'd done?

"You think he's here?" DuPont demanded tersely.

"I saw him leave the Monastery, sir, just after I mentioned speaking to you. I think he might be a sense offender."

"Really." It was remarkable, Kevin thought, how DuPont could cram what amounted to an entire paragraph's worth of sarcasm into one word, and still get away with it.

"I also had a report from one of the sweepers who had just come off duty; he said he'd heard noises from in there."

"In there?" Kevin knew even without seeing that DuPont was staring at the door to his hiding place, maybe even starting towards it. "I don't believe so, acolyte. However, if it would satisfy your concerns, I'm sure my colleague would be only too happy to-"

"Allow me, sir," Jacobs cut across. There was a brief pause before the door was opened somewhat cautiously and Kevin found himself looking into the other acolyte's face. He tensed, wondering what the odds were of his drawing his gun, shooting his roommate and somehow making it out of Equilibrium and Libria and into the Nethers without being caught.

Probably the same as my chances of making it out the furnace after it's been lit.

Still...there was no other way out. At least this way he might be lucky enough to get a bullet in the face rather than burn to death. He shifted his weight soundlessly and started to move one hand in preparation.

Jacobs stared hard at Kevin, then, to the acolyte's utter astonishment, winked.

Pure shock froze Kevin to the spot, and he watched helplessly, mouth ajar, as Jacobs closed the door and turned back to face DuPont.

"There's nothing there, sir. It must have been something from downstairs."

"And your roommate?"

"I must have just missed him, sir. I imagine he's back in our room by now. I'll check there. Sorry to have disturbed you."

In the other room, Kevin let out his breath in a silent rush, wondering what the hell Jacobs' motives in helping him were and, more importantly, how he was supposed to get out without a rope.

Looking around for the first time since arriving, he noticed he was in what could only be a waiting room; there were metal chairs against the walls and a steel coffee table with a newspaper on it riveted to the middle of the floor. In the far corner, there was a sink with several glasses stacked neatly on one side.

Kevin glanced at the clock on the wall. Just gone midnight. He'd had no idea it had been so long.

Well, it couldn't hurt to rest for a couple of minutes. He was pretty confident he could hear anyone coming before they reached the room.

The acolyte sat down on one of the metal chairs. His eyelids seemed almost to drag themselves closed of their own volition and he dozed.



After a while, the door clicked open and Kevin, his mind half asleep, scrabbled frantically for his guns.

"Hey! Hey, easy; it's me!" Jacobs stepped back, hands out to the side.

Kevin stared at him for a moment, then replaced the weapon, his muscles still taut and prepared for trouble. Jacobs shook his head wryly.

"Will you relax? You don't think I'd cover for you with DuPont if I wasn't sure that there was no way either of us could be arrested, do you?

"Maybe," Kevin said flatly. "If you were in his camp."

Jacobs raised his eyebrows.

"Well, it looks like someone's been popping the paranoia pills, even if he's not up to date on the Prozium." He snorted. "C'mon, even I'm not dumb enough to make up to a politician like DuPont. He'd be as happy to see me in the furnace as in his team. Andersen proved that."

"What?" Kevin said, startled out of his mood. "What about Andersen?"

Jacobs shook his head, clicking his tongue pityingly.

"Please. Give me some credit. I happen to be trained in the intuitive arts and I'm not stupid either; I know how to put things together."

"Right," Kevin muttered, accepting Jacobs' offered hand and pulling himself to his feet whilst frantically trying to work out if and how this latest development was likely to affect his own situation. "Whatever."

There was an awkward silence.

"Plus the little talk I had with Andersen helped," Jacobs added with disarming candour.

"What?" Kevin's head snapped around. "What little talk?"

"He came by while you were with DuPont. Said he wanted a chat." Jacobs considered. "I say chat; it was more a kind of him ranting and me sitting and nodding whenever he paused for breath. Basically, it came down to the fact that you and he are going into the Nethers tomorrow and he wondered if I knew you were a sense offender. I told him that I'd known that little fact for almost as long as he seemed to and unlike him, I had enough of a brain not to pick a fight with someone who was just looking for a scapegoat."

Kevin stared at him, utterly gobsmacked. Various words fought for control of his vocal chords.

"What...?" he managed again weakly, after a somewhat lengthy struggle.

"You really have been very sloppy," Jacobs told him, grinning openly now. "Not that I don't admire your efforts; the extra Prozium stuffed under my mattress, the book in my locker and the doctored photo of me making love to a Resistance female, although personally I think that last one was a bit much. I don't even wanna know how you managed it."

Kevin continued to stare. He'd been so busy attempting to frame Jacobs that the thought of the other acolyte being a genuine offender hadn't even entered his head.

"So are you gonna say something or just sit there gawking at me?" Jacobs said, after several minutes had ticked off the clock.

"How long?" Kevin said eventually. Jacobs shrugged.

"Eighteen months. Look, Kevin - can I call you Kevin?"

"You can call me the Grand High Poobah of Cheese so long as you answer my question," Kevin said bluntly. "How long have you known?"

Jacobs snickered.

"Oh, that. I've known for about a year now, ever since I saw you reading that book. DuPont might have bought that crap about you checking it for hidden messages, but I think he was the only one. I was suspicious of you ever since you got back from that first excursion to the Nethers, to tell you the truth. I think everyone knew your Prozium supply would have run out long before the medics picked you up. I never managed to find any proof though, at least, not until I'd come off the dose myself. And you were pretty obvious."

"What do you mean, obvious?" Kevin demanded.

"Simple. Sense offenders never, ever use the words 'want' or 'like' or 'sorry' or 'feel' or anything like that. People on Prozium do it all the time." Jacobs considered. "And your going on a one-man rampage against just about everyone in the Tetra Grammaton who you thought had something to do with Barrett's death, of course." He crossed over to the sink and turned on the tap. "Want a drink?"

"No thank you," Kevin said flatly. Jacobs half turned, a glass of water already in his hand, and rolled his eyes.

"Jesus, Kevin, have a day off, would you? If I wanted to poison you, you don't honestly think I'd drop something into the Librian water supply and risk taking myself and most of this sector out at the same time, do you? Even Andersen's not that crazy."

Kevin remained unconvinced.

"So what the fuck are you doing back here?"

"I came back to see if you were alright, of course. I think you dropped these." Jacobs tossed the grappling hook and Kevin's empty holster over to him. Instead of catching them, Kevin stepped back just enough to let them fall.

"Thanks," he said curtly. Jacobs shrugged.

"Anytime. Look, the sweepers are guarding the main entrance. You'll have to go out the window."

Kevin glanced at the window in question, then back at his yearmate.

"What about you?"

"I'm alright. They saw me walk in here, so they're not going to be too worried if they see me walk out again." Jacobs hesitated. "Besides...I don't think I'll be going straight back to the Monastery."

"What?" Kevin frowned. "What do you mean?"

"What I say. You're not the only one who has, ah, things to take care of."

"So how long are you likely to be?"

Jacobs quirked an eyebrow.

"What's that to you?"

Kevin set his jaw very slightly.

"I just meant, am I going to have to explain your absence to DuPont in tomorrow's class?"

"Not sure, to be honest. But let me put it like this-" Jacobs slipped into a passable imitation of Kevin's voice "-I shouldn't bother waiting up."

He turned and slipped out noiselessly, leaving Kevin - who was still somewhat shellshocked - alone. After waiting for a few minutes to be sure that Jacobs was really gone, Kevin picked up his holster and the hook, this time attaching it securely to the leg of the nearest desk before rappelling down the side of the building. He supposed he should have thought of a way to bring the rope down with him, stop DuPont collecting it for evidence, but he was just too damn tired. Let it stay there.



Kevin was never certain how he got back without being stopped. All he was really aware of was arriving back at his room and collapsing fully clothed onto the bed, asleep almost before he landed.

"Halls!"

Kevin jerked awake just as the door leading into his room was kicked open violently and DuPont entered.

"Anyone ever suggested that you learn to knock?" Kevin demanded groggily. Ignoring this, the Vice-Council grabbed hold of him and physically hauled him upright.

"Where's your yearmate?" he demanded.

Kevin blinked, trying to kick his brain into gear.

"What yearmate?" he said stupidly.

"Acolyte Jacobs."

Kevin stared, then glanced over to Jacobs' bed. It was not only empty, it clearly hadn't been slept in the previous night.

"No idea, sir."

Great. Every time I find someone who doesn't want to kill me, they either up and leave or get themselves processed. What the fuck did I ever do to deserve this?

"Where were you last night?" DuPont said suddenly.

"Here." It wasn't a complete lie, Kevin told himself; he had been in the room last night. Maybe not for long, but it wasn't his fault DuPont asked the wrong questions.

"You didn't go into Equilibrium, by any chance?"

Kevin almost swallowed his tongue.

"Mistaken identity, sir," he said as soon as he could. DuPont raised his eyebrows.

"Really? You've never thought about visiting?"

Kevin snorted.

"You'd like that, wouldn't you? I go into your inner sanctum, find you're not there and think, oh boy, what a great chance to explore. And I accidentally stumble into a sense offending acolyte or even one of your pet Clerics who's pretending to be off the dose and who blows my brains out in a panic. And you add my to your statistics and breathe a sigh of relief that I can't make life hard for you anymore. And you're very sorry it happened, but things go on and the Tetra Grammaton will be working even harder to eradicate the Resistance now. And doubtless while you're doing all this, you'll sit back with a glass of wine in one hand, a book in the other and a movie on your screen, secure in the knowledge that you've removed a potential competitor for EC-10." Kevin yawned elaborately, stretching as he did so. "Why don't you go play in the Academy, DuPont? You might be able to beat a sweeper cadet at your little games, if he was particularly naïve."

DuPont shook his head.

"Why do you continue making life so hard for yourself, acolyte? You could be so much more than you are now."

"So much more what, sir? Dead? Maimed? Clinically interrogated? Thanks for the offer, but I'll pass."

"Your sense of humour is somewhat...misplaced, Halls."

"So is yours, at least it is if you thought I was joking," Kevin retorted. Even after all this time, he still wasn't sure about DuPont. Part of him said that the Vice-Council couldn't really be as stupid as he seemed, but this part of him was constantly being reminded by all the other parts that there hadn't been any evidence to the contrary yet.

"Why should I play nice with you?" he demanded aloud. "What have you ever done for me?"

DuPont looked at him long and hard for a good few minutes before saying, "I think the answer to that question, acolyte, is what haven't I done? I think you've forgotten that I could have you arrested and processed any time I chose."

"Oh sure," Kevin said, not bothering to keep the sarcasm out of his tones. "Yeah, I never think about how you could legally order me to be tortured to death, Vice-Council, any more than I think about what you must want from me in exchange for not doing that little thing."

DuPont steepled his fingers and regarded Kevin over the tips.

"Are you so sure that I do want something from you, acolyte?"

"Yeah, I am. Because in my experience, nobody decides to stick their neck out for someone to that extent without wanting one motherfucker of a favour in return."

"Really?" DuPont's voice took on that silky tone that Kevin had already learned to dread. "Why? What did you do for Barrett?"

"Leave him out of this," Kevin said. He didn't raise his voice, but there was a deadly tone to it that made even the Vice-Council think twice about continuing on that subject, and so he changed it instead.

"You haven't answered my earlier question, acolyte. Why do you persist in this elaborate charade?"

Kevin favoured DuPont with a twisted, cynical smile.

"It keeps me alive, Vice-Council. What's your excuse? Does power turn you on or something?"

DuPont took a deep breath.


"If you're hoping to provoke me with these petty insults-"

"Hardly; I can't be arsed to do any provoking right now. Ask me again once I've had breakfast." Kevin sat back down on the bed, then stretched out leisurely and closed his eyes. "Why are you so obsessed with me, anyway? I keep telling you; you've got Andersen."

"And I keep telling you, Halls, that acolyte Andersen couldn't find his own behind with both hands and a map," DuPont answered.

"You know, I can't help wondering," Kevin said idly, lacing his hands behind his head and not bothering to open his eyes, "if you talk about Andersen like this behind his back, what kind of things do you say about me?"

DuPont regarded him through slitted eyes.

"Do you really want to know, acolyte?"

Kevin considered.

"Not really, sir, no. I was just trying to make polite conversation."

DuPont took a deep breath. Something about Halls made his teeth itch, not to mention his fists, and the thought occurred for the first time that there must have been something pretty special about Barrett for him to have been able to put up with the acolyte for longer than about three minutes, never mind obtaining the kid's loyalty.

"Tell me something, Halls. Is there any genuine, justifiable reason for this constant anger you seem to have?"

"Anger, sir?" Kevin raised his eyebrows, the smirk on his face belying his next words. "I don't know what you mean."

DuPont considered his options for the briefest instant. He supposed his biggest mistake was being so open earlier on; the instant Halls had learned which facets of his behaviour were seen by the Vice-Council as an advantage or weakness, he'd just locked them away.

"How long have you been off the dose, Halls?" he said suddenly.

"Long enough to recognise a smartass question when I hear one, sir," Kevin drawled, not missing a beat.

DuPont gave a kind of mental shrug. He wasn't too bothered. He'd break the acolyte in the end, just like he'd managed to break everyone else who thought they could match wits with him.

On that score, though, he had to admit that it was refreshing to play politics against someone who seemed to be almost as skilled as himself.

"And I'm not going into the Nethers, either," Kevin added.

"Into the Nethers?" DuPont pasted a creditable look of surprise on his face. "What put that idea into your head, acolyte?"

Kevin, remembering too late that he wasn't supposed to know, floundered slightly.

"Is that important, sir?" he said.

"Very."

Kevin shrugged and, as usual, said the first thing that came into his head.

"The intuitive arts, sir. It's my job to know what you're thinking."

"Hm." DuPont didn't seem convinced, but let the subject drop. "Alright. Your orders are to proceed into the Nethers and-"

Kevin snorted, cutting the Vice-Council off.

"You can't order me to go, sir. Not alone. Section 11e of the Manifesto states clearly that any Grammaton agent, Cleric, acolyte or sweeper must be accompanied by backup on any A&R mission."

"You're not going alone. I'm sending Andersen with you," DuPont said, watching as the acolyte's smirk dropped like a lead balloon.

Kevin, trying to act like this was news to him, shook his head.

"Why him?"

"Because you two are at the top of your year, therefore the most efficient and most likely to meet with success."

"So was Preston and a good few other Clerics. Why don't you send them?"

"I am sending you, acolyte, and that's an end to the matter. I want you at the gate by seven."

Kevin's eyes snapped open and he half rolled over, lifting his chronometer from the bedside table and tilting the face towards him. Six forty am. Shit.

He dropped it and half turned, allowing the momentum to carry him onto his back again and rested an arm across his eyes. Thankfully DuPont hadn't turned the light on, but it was still a little too bright for Kevin's liking.

"You may-" even through closed eyes, Kevin could see DuPont's distaste "-take those dark glasses you seem so attached to, if you must."

"Wow. Thanks."

"Sarcasm is not a good idea, acolyte, particularly around here," DuPont pointed out, a little too coldly for his warning to seem completely genuine.

"Neither's disgust, sir, but I don't see you rushing to volunteer yourself for CI." Kevin sat up, yawning, then reached out for his dark glasses.

There was the unmistakable thwack of flesh on flesh and Kevin found his hand gripped firmly at the wrist.

"Be very careful, Halls," DuPont said quietly. "I would hate to see you meet with an accident."

Sure you would, asshole, Kevin thought acidly. He twisted his wrist slightly, grasping DuPont's and using it to pull himself to his feet, retrieving his dark glasses and putting them on before saying, "Thanks."

DuPont eyed him as though he was something the Vice-Council had dredged up from the bottom of a cesspit, then said, "Seven o'clock, acolyte. Be there."

He spun on his heel and strode out. If he hurried, he could beat Halls to the gate and have time to give Andersen his orders.



Back in his room, Kevin went through into the small bathroom to clean his teeth. At least DuPont had shut up about those bloody contact lenses...

Kevin hesitated in the middle of rinsing his mouth, then spat out the water and frowned. Why would DuPont change his mind now of all times?

He glanced at the dreaded lenses on the bathroom shelf. Maybe it was worth taking along a little extra insurance...

Opening the container, Kevin dropped the lenses into his eyes, wincing as they started to itch almost immediately. They'd been surprisingly useful when DuPont had tried pulling Kevin's shades off, and the acolyte knew from personal experience that Andersen wasn't above trying the same trick, to say nothing of any sense offenders that might be hiding out there.

After a minute, he picked up the lens solution and refilled the small receptacle. It wasn't a particularly good deception - anyone who opened the case would see immediately that the lenses weren't inside - and he wasn't even sure if it was a completely necessary one, but at least it looked like he'd left them behind. If DuPont was willing to let him wear the dark glasses, fine, but Kevin wasn't naïve enough to take that at face value. At least if he got into a fight with Andersen (or any rebels, come to that) he now had additional protection.

Speaking of rebels, maybe he could work something out with them...live in the Nethers but squat in the Underground during raids or something. It wasn't ideal, but it had to be better than waiting for DuPont to grow bored and have him processed; he could probably survive well enough outside Libria now.

Kevin, appalled to find himself actually considering this idea, actually went so far as to slap himself around the face to try and get back to something approaching reality.

Get a fucking grip! This isn't some dumb novel or movie; they're not gonna tolerate you just drifting in and out of their lives. They're gonna want definite proof that they can trust you...give them that and you're trapped, don't give it them and you're dead. Either way though, you're definitely fucked.

Still, perhaps he could still live in the Nethers? Kevin examined the idea for a few minutes, then reluctantly shoved it on the back burner. It was an appealing thought, but he seriously didn't like the idea of going out there on his own; even Andersen was better than nothing. It was a pity Jacobs had gone; Kevin had had half a mind to sound him out about living outside Libria. Together, they might just have made it.

He glanced at his chronometer, then sighed and got to his feet. If he really was going into the Nethers alone with Andersen at seven, he'd have to get moving. Maybe he could find a nice sewer or something to throw the other acolyte into while they were out.



"I don't believe," Andersen said tightly, for what must have been the hundredth time, "that you forgot the fucking supplies!"

Kevin gritted his teeth.

"Wrong. I remembered them. You just refused to go back. So unless you happened to lend Jacobs any before betraying him-"

"Why would I betray Jacobs?" Andersen cut across.

"Fuck knows you've betrayed me often enough, or tried to." Kevin shook his head. "Look, I heard DuPont talking last night. I knew this was coming. He said he was going to find any pretext to send us out here and then this morning Jacobs is gone and we're sent to look for him."

"So why are you blaming me?"

"You're DuPont's pet, aren't you?"

Andersen glanced around to make sure nobody was nearby, then gripped Kevin's collar firmly in one hand and leaned in.

"Alright. You keep claiming that I can't pick a fight with you - and that fiasco with DuPont after old Barrett's execution made that fucking clear! - but I'm telling you once and for all that I did not have anything to do with your roommate's disappearance! I'm damned sorry I didn't," he added tersely, "but you got the wrong guy. Why don't you ask DuPont? He's more to your taste these days, isn't he?"

Kevin smiled slowly, lazily.

"Oh, now why should I want to do that?" He broke Andersen's grip with almost no effort and stepped away. "Andersen, if you think for one minute that I care what you or DuPont think of me, or that I'm crazy enough to believe you'd help me, you're even dumber than I first thought, and that is really fucking saying something."

Andersen sneered.

"You better watch yourself, Halls. There's no Vice-Council around to drag your butt out of trouble anymore. Maybe I should have a word or two with DuPont about that; I'm sure he'd be only too interested, and I'd be more than happy to talk with him."

I bet you would, you bastard, Kevin thought grimly. Aloud he said, "Yeah, Andersen. You do that. It worked out real well last time, didn't it?"

Andersen glowered at him and didn't answer right away. Kevin smirked, and mentally chalked one up to himself.

"C'mon, I was willing enough to be friendly at the beginning of this entire fiasco," he said lightly.

"You call slicing off half my hand friendly?"

Kevin shook his head.

"I'm not going to play the blame game with you, Andersen. Anyway, you started that fight, not me."

"You weren't supposed to win," Andersen grated.

Kevin skirted around a block of rubble, glancing nervously at it as he spoke and wondering if this was a likely place for a Resistance ambush.

"You're worried about rebels following us?" Andersen said suddenly.

Actually, no, Kevin thought grimly. Not until you suggested it, at least.

"No," he said aloud, not very convincingly. "To be honest, if Jacobs is off the dose, I'm more concerned about him trying to kill us. The Resistance don't know kata from calisthenics; we can deal with them easily enough."

Andersen curled his lip scornfully.

"You expect me to believe you're strong enough to kill someone you've never met? You couldn't even kill me."

"Correction: could have, didn't. I wasn't going to give you the satisfaction."

There was a silence. Then Andersen said, "How the fuck is your killing me supposed to give me a sense of satisfaction?"

"You don't think DuPont would have let me live if I had done, do you?" Kevin paused. "Speaking of DuPont-"

"Like you've done anything else since we got out here?"

"Funny, Andersen. See me laughing? What's DuPont want us to do with Jacobs if we find him?"

Andersen stopped dead.

"Did you seriously just ask me that question?"

"Well, if I didn't, there's a supernatural entity around here that has some explaining to do."

Andersen looked at him blankly. Kevin could almost hear the rush of air as the comment went over his yearmate's head and rolled his eyes.

"Yes, I did just ask you that question. What are we going to do if we find Jacobs?"

There was a short pause, then Andersen turned to face Kevin fully.

"Well, I don't know; maybe DuPont wants us to invite him home for tea and crumpets." He snorted. "Shit, Halls, what do you think we're supposed to do with him? DuPont says he either came off the dose and fled, or was kidnapped or some such crap. Either way, he wants him brought back alive." He narrowed his eyes. "So do like I'm doing and move quietly!"

Kevin rolled his eyes.

"Give me a break, Andersen. You couldn't move quietly in a fucking vacuum." He paused. "Did DuPont say anything about...what we do if Jacobs is with the Resistance?"

The other acolyte gave him a sidelong glance.

"Are you a supporter of the Resistance, Halls?"

"Not fucking likely," Kevin said, fervently enough to convince even Andersen. "But I'm not dumb enough to believe that just the two of us can take on what must amount to over a thousand people by now either."

Andersen raised his eyebrows.

"Dear me, Halls, anyone would almost think you were frightened of them. How do you think the Resistance would take on the Tetra Grammaton, anyway? Do you think that DuPont would let that happen?"

Kevin honestly had no idea. If the Resistance did manage to overcome all the odds to succeed...well, he supposed that at least you'd be able to sneeze without looking over your shoulder for Grammaton agents, but that didn't mean things would be better. Certainly not for him; Kevin knew damn well that the Resistance wasn't exactly friendly towards Clerics, in training or otherwise.

There's always Jurgen, he thought suddenly. I helped him out; maybe if the Resistance comes to power he'll be willing to return the favour.

The acolyte snorted.

Yeah. Right. Jurgen's either dead or forgotten about you by now. You might as well partner Cleric Preston and overthrow Father yourself; that has a much better chance of working than relying on some numb shit of an idealist.

Kevin permitted himself a very slight smile. Exalt himself in the eyes of the Resistance? What an idea.

What an idea...

He sat down on a pile of rubble, brain ticking over slowly. About the only way he felt he could trust the rebels not to stab him in the back would be if he did something so amazing, so incredibly brave that they'd look stupid if they turned on him.

What were the benefits of being a Cleric? You got a certain amount of prestige, certainly, with the additional possibility of rising to the Council (and oh boy, wouldn't Andersen just love to make Vice-Council before him) but you also had to deal out and with death on an almost constant basis, protecting Libria and the Council. Kevin wasn't too fazed by the thought of killing anymore, but he was damned if he'd risk his life for the sake of someone like DuPont. And as for Andersen...well, if any rebel group wanted to assassinate him, fine. Kevin would even hold the door open for them.

DuPont. Maybe he could use the Vice-Council, find out about Father, about his weaknesses.

And then what? Even if you managed to do this crazy thing, what's going to happen next? You think the Resistance is just going to roll over and vanish? It's like that ancient computer game; you can replace one monster with another but there's no guarantee that the second one's going to be easier to deal with than the first. And on the subject of monsters, even if you get out of this alive, what do you think DuPont's going to do next? You don't honestly believe that all he's done or made you do has been just been one big coincidence, do you?

Kevin stared into space for a few minutes as he fully understood this for the first time, then groaned.

"How could I be so fucking stupid?" he grated aloud.

"I've been meaning to ask you that for years," Andersen said snidely.

"Has DuPont given you any other duties? Any ones that you'd almost rather die than undergo?"

"Besides ordering me to spend more than three seconds with you and not rip your eyes from your head and spit in the fucking sockets? No."

"Just me, then. That's it. He's hoping I'll crack and ask him to stop, get me on his team that way." Kevin frowned, half his mind turning rapidly in an effort to work out how he could turn this to his own advantage while the other half memorised Andersen's comment about ripping out eyes and spitting in sockets for future use; it was a good one and he rather liked it.

Did DuPont arrest Jacobs? No, because I'd have seen it on the log and besides, he's not shy about admitting shit like that. Besides, if he did, he couldn't have used him as a reason to send us both out here.

"Alright, fine," he said aloud. He glanced over at Andersen. "Look. DuPont's been playing us for a couple of suckers. He wants me to kill you, or you to kill me, or hell, maybe he wants us both to kill each other." Kevin took a deep breath, bracing himself.

This is so going to hurt, he thought grimly.

"If we want to get out of this alive, I think we're going to have to trust each other."

"I trust you about as far as you can throw me," Andersen said acidly.

The look on Kevin's face said he'd quite like to experiment with that idea, and the older acolyte backed away rapidly. He didn't want to seriously pick a fight; as far as he was concerned, Halls had gotten too unpredictable.

"The feeling's mutual," Kevin said tersely.

"Why would DuPont go to all this trouble when he could order either of us down for processing at any time?"

Kevin shrugged.

"Maybe he wants the strongest player on his team. I know I bloody would."

Andersen snorted.

"He's already got me, Halls, so why the fuck would he want you?"

"Possibly because he told me that he thought you couldn't find your own ass with both hands and map," Kevin said, a little too politely. "Look, face facts, will you? We've been set up. Do you really think DuPont would throw two raw acolytes into the Nethers to deal with a sense offending agent? Doesn't that strike you as a little odd?"

There was a pause.

"Yeah," Andersen said grudgingly. "We'd need a shitload of sweepers to deal with it efficiently."

"Exactly. Look at how many came on that excursion into the Nethers, and that was just a training exercise. But for apprehending a Grammaton acolyte, DuPont just sends you and me. Why? Okay, so we're the two highest ranking in the year, but that's no reason to ignore proper procedure. If we bumped into a sense offending Cleric, we wouldn't last five minutes."

"Speak for yourself."

Kevin snorted.

"Get real, Andersen. You couldn't even beat me in that duel. What makes you think you stand a chance against a fully qualified Cleric?" He paused. "Did DuPont say anything to you?"

"Besides telling me that I could either visit the Nethers with you or the Palace of Justice with the technicians?" Andersen said sarcastically. "No. But how good could this Jacobs guy be?"

Kevin raised his eyebrows.

"Good enough to avoid the sweepers on the outskirts of Libria and escape into the Nethers. He didn't shoot them or we'd have found the bodies."

"I'm not talking about fucking sweepers," Andersen shot back irritably. Like a lot of Grammaton agents, he regarded sweepers as those who weren't quite as good as the agents themselves. "I mean how likely is it that I'll beat him?"

"Do the words 'hell' and 'freezing' mean anything to you?"

Andersen gave Kevin a dirty look, followed by the finger. Kevin returned the gesture, smirking.

"Your friend was and has been ranked seventh in our year for the past eight years," Andersen said icily. "Whether I'm better than you or not-"

"I'm better than you, you mean."

"-has nothing to do with this!" Andersen went on, raising his voice slightly and ignoring the jibe with a superhuman effort. "The fact remains that Jacobs was too dumb to advance further. So let me ask you again; how good could he be?"

Kevin snickered quietly.

"Either pretty good, or very good. Maybe he decided it was better to stay seventh, make sure he didn't draw anyone's attention."

There was a short pause.

"Of course, DuPont might have been indulging in too much fantasy lately," Kevin added.

Andersen stared at him.

"What? How does daydreaming about harems fit into this?"

"It doesn't," Kevin said after a short, surprised pause, "but at least now everybody knows what you daydream about, Andersen. Shit, you're depraved; there's more to females than cheap sex!"

Andersen glared at him, the viciousness of his expression and tone unfortunately belied by the colour in his cheeks. Kevin walked on past and counted to three, then ducked without looking around; he knew Andersen too well by now. The chunk of rubble that would have probably split his skull if it had connected went sailing harmlessly over his head and through an empty window frame.

"Feel better?" he said, without much sympathy.

The cold steel of a knife against the back of his neck answered his question. Kevin didn't bother to think; his reaction was automatic. Flattening himself to the ground, he twisted over and kicked Andersen hard,

"You're a fucking piece of shit, Halls."

"I'll take that as a yes." Kevin straightened up. "And you didn't have to try and brain me either."

"You didn't have to duck."

Kevin rolled his eyes.

"You throw a six inch lump of rock at my head and I'm not supposed to duck? Look, if you're worried I'm going to blab, don't be. How am I going to work your twisted fantasies into a normal conversation?" He smirked. "My lips are sealed."

Andersen stared hard at him, muscles still tense and ready.

"They better be."

"They are," Kevin assured him, smiling insincerely.

There was a silence.

"Pervert," Kevin added, not quite under his breath. Andersen whirled.

"I heard that!"

Kevin ran a hand through his hair.

"Look, getting back to what I was saying, DuPont might have just read one too many EC-10 books. Don't they always promote the idea of two enemies thrown into a hostile situation together who wind up as allies at the end of it? Maybe he wants us both."

A longer silence.

"I agree," Andersen said at the end of it.

Kevin did a double-take, momentarily stunned.

"You what?"

"I said I agree with you."

There was a somewhat stunned silence.

"Could I get that in writing?" Kevin said eventually. Andersen snorted.

"Look, I'm not dumb enough to fly in the face of so much evidence. In just about every EC-10 work ever written, the two enemies who wind up together usually do end up as allies."

"...Right." For a minute, Kevin wasn't sure what else to say. He'd been readying himself for an argument which had inexplicably failed to materialise, resulting in an irritating sensation of wrong-footedness.

For a minute, they continued on in silence, picking their way across the piles of rubble that seemed to form part and parcel of the Nethers.

"Halls?" Andersen said pleasantly, after about ten minutes had gone by, "you've forgotten something."

"Yeah?" Now that Andersen wasn't holding a knife to his throat any more, Kevin didn't see any reason to placate him or even to be particularly worried. "And what might that be?"

The expression on Andersen's face as he brought his gun up to point at the other acolyte could best be described as both ugly and triumphant.

"This is real life."

He fired, and hit Kevin squarely in the chest.

Chapter 10










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