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Evidentiary: 4 years earlier...

The dark haired woman carried the stack of Evidentiary boxes carefully through the storeroom. The gap between the rows was narrow and she was struggling to keep them balanced. She had almost reached the correct shelves at the far end, when the topmost box began to slide...

'Damn!' she hissed, as the first box hit the floor, closely followed by the rest as she attempted to compensate. Her throat went dry as she realised she had spoken aloud. In fear, she cupped her hands over her mouth, as if to prevent further exclamations. Her eyes darted wildly around the room, coming to rest upon a dark shape framed in the doorway...

'You really should be more careful, Viviana.'

Partridge moved swiftly over to where Viviana Preston was standing, surrounded by the toppled Evidentiary boxes. A few moments work and the boxes were neatly filed away. Viviana swallowed hard. She spoke softly.

 
'Thank you, Errol. I know that was stupid of me. I've only been back at work a few months and it just seems to get harder.' She shook her head.
Partridge understood. Viviana's daughter, Lisa, had just turned three and now attended State Day Care. Viviana had returned to her position as Evidentiary Officer, fully aware that she was courting disaster by ceasing her interval. Pregnancy and birth were difficult times for Librian women, requiring many visits to Equilibrium to stabilise their dose. Yet the maternal instinct was strong...Partridge remembered his own mother and the look she sometimes got when she thought no-one could see, almost misty-eyed with pride and love for her three children. He smiled thinly at Viviana.
 
'No-one said it'd be easy, especially for someone in your position, but you just have to be more vigilant. In time, It'll become second nature...I promise.'

'I hope so,' Viviana replied quietly. 'It's just...well...John, really.'

At the mention of his partner's name, the Cleric swallowed hard. He knew how much Viviana loved her husband, but she was treading an incredibly dangerous path. Grammaton John Preston was rapidly becoming the most respected of all the senior Clerics, surpassing even Partridge himself, in his younger, zealot days, in terms of arrest and kill rate...not that Partridge had killed anyone for years if he could avoid it. He was content to step aside and allow Preston to demonstrate his mastery of the Gun Katas...

Partridge nodded sympathetically and promised to look in on Viviana the following week.

But by then, she was dead.

She had been seen, crying over a moving passage in an EC-10 designated book and duly reported. The first Viviana knew of this, was when an Enforcement team kicked open the door of the Unit she shared with Cleric Preston and their children. Her trial and sentencing were straightforward...as was her execution. Partridge shivered slightly.

I know Kyra Flynn will never completely forgive herself for reporting Viviana's sense crime, but I never had the courage to tell her that it was I who gave Viviana the copy of 'Black Beauty'...

Still, Partridge mused, Administrator Kyra Flynn was one of the new breed of female Administrators making their mark in the Tetragrammaton and not a person to be taken lightly, on or off the dose. Her affection for Preston was still clouding her judgement, but he held on to the fervent hope that she would be of valuable service to the Resistance…

An idle thought strayed into the Cleric's mind.

I wonder who they'll assign as Preston's new partner? There's any number of Sub-ordinate Clerics who would be well-satisfied with the placement. Interesting how Prozium has so little effect on the truly ambitious...

He stamped his feet in an effort to keep them from losing feeling altogether – and then laughed hollowly at the absurdity. The bittersweet memory of another chilly Librian evening cut the laughter short...




Sector 8:  a few years earlier...

'Well, don't just stand there freezing to death...get yourself inside!'

Mary O'Brien smiled in what Partridge considered an almost coquettish manner, as she pushed strands of soft brown hair away from her face. Although years of training had given him a certain grace of movement, he often still felt strangely awkward in her presence. She stood on tiptoe, kissing him so thoroughly, the Cleric was briefly robbed of any coherent thought; then she swirled away, all velvet skirts and heady perfume, down the hallway towards the assembly area.



Inside the cloistered room, members of the Resistance were huddled intensely over maps and plans. Several curious heads turned in the Cleric's direction as he made his entrance. Even after all these years, his austere black uniform was still viewed with distaste, albeit hastily concealed. Partridge had learned to ignore such responses and smiled affably.

'Impressive haul Clancy got last week," he commented, nodding towards the stack of paintings leaning against the far wall. 'I've heard a rumour that there's a few works by Seurat and Pissaro on the move in the next few days. I'll make some enquiries and see what I can turn up.'

His remarks were greeted by raised eyebrows and smiles of approval.

'Have you heard the latest recording of Fauré's 'Pavane?' Jurgen's voice was heavy with self-control. 'It's quite remarkable.'

'No, not yet,' Partridge responded pleasantly. 'Haven't had the chance. P'raps later, when we've gone over the schedules?'

Jurgen nodded brusquely, his blue eyes never wandering from the schematic on the makeshift table. There was an prolonged silence, during which several pairs of feet around the table shuffled uncomfortably. Partridge flicked his eyes towards Mary, who was enthusiastically cataloguing some of the more recent acquisitions and humming fragments of a song. Occasionally, her elegant fingers strayed to the red ribbon pinned to her dress. Partridge had 'acquired' it during an A & R just a few weeks ago.

He supposed she was happy. Did he make her happy? Sometimes, lying beside her, their mutual  passion spent, he would watch her sleeping, would synchronise his breathing with hers. He loved her so utterly, so completely, she had become part of his soul and the slightest thought of losing her hurled his mind into a swirling abyss of panic.

The Cleric's gaze returned to Jurgen, still perusing the latest plans for disruption to the Prozium factories in Sector 6. Both men knew that Mary's choice to leave one for the other was based upon her instinctive need to be loved unconditionally. Although he accepted Jurgen's reasoning – that he must forgo the 'luxury' of feeling so that everyone else might have it – Partridge found it flawed. It was the ability to experience feelings that gave him the strength to fight the remorseless onslaught of the Tetragrammaton.

Each to his own, Partridge mused. Even now, after all the years and all the battles, both mental and physical, Jurgen was still the idealistic, determined man whose eyes had once held such fire that they could melt the resolve of a Grammaton Cleric …




Of course, in her own inimitable fashion, Mary had told Jurgen of her decision before making any advance towards Partridge. Perhaps she had half-believed that Jurgen would put up some sort of fight to keep her with him, but no…he had merely regarded her with his customary composure and told her she should do what she thought best.

He pretty much drove her into my arms. But does she love me? I really have no idea. Will she weep for me? Some pathetic part of me hopes she will…

The intense pain of anticipated loss knifed into his heart, tearing a gasp of anguish from his throat. With considerable repugnance, the Cleric reached into the darkest part of his mind which would forever belong to the Tetragrammaton, drawing upon the mantras of the Gun Kata, suppressing the emotion, steeling his resolve…

But it wasn't somewhere he wanted to stay. Not for too long. Without Prozium, it was a very black place indeed.

Eventually, Partridge flipped through the book, his eyes searching for the one poem he had carried with him since childhood. Until today, he had remembered mere fragments, but now, seeing the words in their fullness, he could again hear his mother's soft voice.  He smiled fondly.

'Had I the heavens' embroidered cloths,
Enwrought with golden and silver light,
The blue and the dim and the dark cloths
Of night and light and the half-light,
I would spread the cloths under your feet…'

Abruptly, the warm, fragile memory was shattered by the distant barking of some stray dog and the neurotic, twittering response of disturbed birds. The Cleric once again set the book on his knees, his head raised, listening…

A faint rumble of diesel engines.

How long had he known? Perhaps for years…biding his time…waiting for the right moment. Except it never came. He was actually disappointed, wasn't he? Never did suffer fools gladly, even in training. Possibly the most exacting partner I ever had…well…maybe not… Preston just has the edge.











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