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Equilibrium Fan Fiction by David W. Huang
The Cleric



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Now...

The Ministers pulled into the SIMM headquarters and filed their daily report. Tatiana covered for Nathan by making no mention of the violent incident earlier that day. They were partners after all, that's what partners did for each other, wasn't it? She reassured him but Nathan couldn't know, his only other partners had been Clerics. He didn't want to think about it or anything else. Nate felt mentally and physically exhausted. As he headed for his apartment, his only thoughts were of embracing the oblivion of sleep. Upon entering, he threw his coat over a chair and went for his bed. He froze for a second and rubbed his eyes. Outwardly calm, his heart had jumped and was beginning to pump erratically.

The familiar obsidian box was now an ominous portent.

Hadn't he put his T30s away the other day? He had, he was sure of it. There was no way he would have been so careless as to leave them out... and set squarely in the center of the bed. They represented the secret that he had buried months ago, but could not get rid of. Why were they out?!

Nathan trembled as he realized this was how sense offenders must have felt when their precious contraband were exposed to the predatory eyes of the Cleric. There was a science and psychology to hiding- and finding- things which had been perfected during the rise of Libria. Despite his best efforts, he fell into those same human tendencies that made finding contraband something Cleric Loric had excelled at. God... Xian had been here. There was no more use denying it.

The day he had left the Catacombs, Nathan snuck back into the ruins of the Monastery. After digging through the rubble, he made it to his personal footlocker and removed the items that marked him as a Cleric in the registry. He took his uniforms, his ID, his interval watch, his automatic wrist holsters, and- of course- his T30s. Then he told himself he was scrounging up spare supplies but he knew it went beyond that- perhaps it was his intuition- he checked his partner's adjacent locker.

It was empty. Xian was alive.

During these investigations, he had know- always known- that it was his former partner, Cleric Xian. Yet he drifted forward in a dream world of denial. Maybe it wasn't. Maybe Xian would stop. Maybe he would never have to see him. The lies had sustained him.

Now, Nathan stood there in his bedroom, irrationally gripped by fear. It was just a case on his bed but he couldn't bring himself to approach it. It was as if he believed he could simply stop time if he didn't do anything. He was tired, he didn't need this too. If he could just ignore it, maybe it would go away. Hah. Nathan Loric came to his senses and suppressed his quivering. Loric despised what he was becoming...a weakling paralyzed by emotions. Ridiculous! It was just a case!

Loric paced over and opened the case and lifted a T30. Stamped on the bottom was "XIAN." Hmph. How dramatic, Xian was loosing it too. He took out the other pistol and removed the divider. Underneath, neatly folded, was his black Cleric uniform. On top of it rested a familiar metal shard. The one which had been removed from him. The one which Nathan had allowed Brother Martin to keep as a memento.

Loric stripped off his shirt and began attaching his wrist holsters.


The very air seemed to be burdened with unnatural heaviness. It was past the midnight hour as Loric entered the claustrophobic confines of the Catacombs. The suffocating darkness only allowed for gasps of ambient light at intermittent intervals where there were cracks in the concrete tombs. He headed deeper towards inevitability. Then took that step into the open area he had briefly considered home.

"My friend... ."

Blood. Smeared, splattered, and drying everywhere. The old man, exhaled a rasping breath, struggled to smile over his painful grimace. Brother Martin was slumped against the wall, a dark pool of blood beneath him. Loric's jaw clenched tight as he knelt beside his friend.

"I had h-hoped... I'm glad to see you."

"Brother Martin, this is because of me-"

"Shh. Nathan. My friend, I knew... I always knew."

"I don't understand."

"I-I know... I know you can do it." He lifted his hand with great effort to place it over Nathan's. His eyes closed slowly as he managed to smile once more.

"What do you mean? Brother Martin, do what? Brother Martin!"

"How did it feel, Loric?", a voice echoed elusively.

"XIAN!!!!" came the feral roar through hot tears and clenched fists.

"Tsk, tsk... I'll over look your sense offense this time."

"Where are you?! Bastard! Come out!!"

"Cleric," Xian scolded, "I know they groomed you, but there are greater designs for us."

"Why'd you do it?! He never hurt anyone!", Nathan moaned in sorrow.

"On the contrary, his type of sentimentality is the seductive lure which draws humanity into the fatal trap of passionate emotions.", the response came eerily calm.

"Stop it! Stop repeating those lies!"

"Cleric, this time, I've seen the truth more clearly than ever before. Oh have I seen the truth, Loric. While you were pampered, I came to see the despicable weakness, the vile hypocrisy, and the degenerative lie that was Libria. Father, the Council, DuPont? Liars, all! Prozium? A pathetic crutch... the opiate of the masses. Disgusting. Weaklings, each and every one of them.

The message matters, Cleric. Father's teachings were correct, but Libria was too feeble to follow. I came to a realization, Cleric. The realization that we, the Clerics, are the future. We are the true sons and citizens of Libria. Where this population must rely upon the chemical crutch of Prozium to escape their primitive impulses, you and I, Cleric Loric, can do it by sheer force of will! The blessing of Gun Kata, has given us the gift of human evolution... we are truly what Man was meant to be. Everyone else? Mere animals.

I had to help you evolve, Cleric. They were trying to drag you down with them, but we are so much better than that. Together, we can build a New Libria... a True Libria. Like Romulus and Remus, we'll create an empire based upon true freedom through the strength of will to conquer all emotion. I had to eliminate them so that you'd be free."

"You crazy bastard. You're insane, he died because you've gone mad!", Nathan wept.

"He died because he was against us and because," venom crept into Xian's icy voice, "you needed to be taught a lesson, Cleric. A painful, but important lesson. Emotion is weakness. Emotion is pain. Emotion is useless and primitive. I am refining you, Cleric Loric, putting you through the fire so you'll be pure for New Libria. Unless you want to wallow in pain, you will cut yourself off from that weakness. If you want revenge, stop sniveling like the rest of these cattle and become a Man. Use Gun Kata and fight me!"

All at once the tears stopped. Loric got up from the ground and turned around, ejecting both T30s into his fists... as Xian, stepped out of the shadows. Loric didn't hesitate, his arms were up and firing, but Xian disappeared back into the darkness.

"That's right.", Xian encouraged. A clatter was heard and Loric spun and fired at the noise. The smoke grenades went off diffusing what was left of the light. This would be a test of blind Gun Kata. Their fingers indexed the fire selectors and switched them to Auto. They both froze in the darkness, careful not to make a sound. Their minds fell into the trance of Gun Kata. Thousands of Kata flashed through their minds weighing the probabilities and analyzing the risks. In their mind's eye they fought to a standstill over and over. Arcs of lead and muted muzzle flashes blazed in their minds and they kept killing each other in each scenario. Gun Kata was never meant to be used against another Cleric... with their T30s, despite Xian's greater skills and Loric's intuition, every situation ended in mutual death or defeat. Unless your first round killed, the other would track upon the sound and the muzzle flashes in response... but in the fog and with these acoustics, the response would be just as imprecise. Both would be spraying automatic fire in their opponent's general vicinity... both were likely to end up killing each other. With nothing to lose, Loric went for it. Time seemed to move in slow motion... .

Loric took a running leap into the air.

"THERE!", Xian thought focusing on the sound of the footsteps, firing in two arcs for maximum hit probability.

Loric was twisting through the air in the area where he was least likely to be hit, but knew roughly 2 to 3 rounds were still going to hit him. He focused on returning fire to the center of the glow of Xian's T30's through the fog.

As Xian's guns raked the air, one line of fire crossed Loric's body.

Having anticipated this, Loric's left arm was crossed over his heart. The first round clipped his shoulder, the second deflected off the wrist holster on his arm, and the third buried itself into his thigh. He fell to the ground breathing hard and time caught up with him. Loric was hit, but he wasn't dead... he had got Xian.

"Ugh, very good Cleric."

He was still alive?! His voice echoed like it had before... was he retreating?

"Wrist holster shield. I figured it out too, but slower than you... I'm hurt, but so pleased to see you at your fullest. We'll continue this tomorrow. Meet me where Erol Partridge was executed... I've got your girlfriend and as you can see I've got no qualms about killing her if you need another lesson. I want you to join me, Cleric Loric. Think about it, cast off those useless emotions and embrace rational logic."


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